and make the most out of life

2009-07-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

Went to Mount Alvernia Hospital Assisi Hospice on tuesday. It is some sort of a elderly care center in the hospital itself. My guys and I was there for NDP09 celebration with them, performing SPDS. Think it's kind of not bad that we can actually participate in this kind of meaningful event although im not doing.

Last Friday went to watch harry potter with my friends Sean, Waiming, Val and his gf. Midnight show abt 1240am. Waiming was snoring throughout the movie, many times still must purposely knock him as it was getting louder. Didn’t watch the previous one but think this one like not bad although all the comments I heard seems very bad. After the movie went JB to pump petrol alone, 4am +, super shiok.

Lately also attend a funeral, my grandmum’s brother. Well, I felt that I could really click with my uncles. Was chatting with them throughout, even ask me not to go as we haven’t finish chatting when my mum asked to me go home. Haha. Lots of thoughts this few days, abt work and life. I seriously like driving alone, make me wonder a lot and take a break relaxing. Feel like going to somewhere with sea, the relaxing feel.

2009-07-21T22:32:00.008+08:00

Yest went bball with my peers, like very long never bball already. Still no feel to play though. Really can feel that my touch no longer there, just a guy with lots of stamina able to run around.

Just nw went to jurong west with Alvin. He got medical appt there . Today was an off day but before meeting him i went back camp to settle some stuffs. My mum always like to ask why i leave or off will go back camp, my reply is always the same. Got things to do, if not i go back for what? just to don the uniform? haha. My mum cute.

After that ate sakae sushi, super full. Huilin came to join us mid way. The stuborn gf of x4 who is super blur. haha. The cute couple photo below.

After that went JP shop awhile then headed home, life as a lightbulb.

2009-07-20T00:25:00.005+08:00

Lately quite free, only thurs and sat doing NDP performance. Work life almost back to routine, training, parade blah blah. Lately also no program for me, no one ask me out, got nth to do.

Took my mum out for a date today. Drove her to chinatown to shop at OG and ard there. She told me she was quite amazed i kept to the left lane on the way there. Relax mode, told her no hurry ma. After that settle down for dinner at zhen zhu fang. Waited 45min for fish head which never seems like coming. While waiting finished 2 cup of soya bean, 1 bowl of niang tou fu and 1 plate of shark meat shared with my mum. Still haven't come, in the end we just go. Went to marina barrage, first time my mum been there. She seems happy. Promised myself to bring her out more as she always at home too.

Have to motivate myself to hit the gym at least once per week, since i really got nth to do, gonna add in swimming too. mon and tue off, also nth to do. DVDsss is my favourite hobby now. Look through my friends FB photos, i realise i super loooooong never stay at chalet or overnight elsewhere other then stay in. or is it becos no one ask me to their chalet or overnight? hmmm.

where are all my friends? ever seems some got attached, GONE. some seems extremely busy, GONE.

2009-06-25T11:01:00.002+08:00

June is a super busy week. 1-3-5 SAF day, 4 & 6 NDP rehearsal. Everyday sun-baking under the sun. Super tanned nw. Sunday is my only free whole day. My life is packed now, but i love it alot, donno why. Suffer together with my guys, enjoy the moments, memories in our mind. From now on, every year June, July and first half of Aug will be busy!

Lately always go pump petrol with my frens. It makes the trip nicer instead like a routine, empty go pump. We will drive with him following me behind exploring and makan.

My friends, just because i always ask u all out doesn't mean i need a girlfriend when u all are not free! =)

2009-05-08T18:38:00.003+08:00

Last night received a call from one of my guys at 10pm+ after my bball session, telling me that they fail to buy the prize for the champion team for the next day cohesion. They ask me for the favour to help buy thus i agreed. Was thinking of mustafa center but think it's toooo far and im freaking tired. In the end ask my friend if Jurong Pt FairPrice is 24Hrs not during wkdays and it is. Had late dinner with alan and xiao4, went to take camera from cheeyew and headed home. Went there abt 12am+. Feel quite shiok going shopping at night with an objective. I tht i wont see anyone who will be soo crazy to shop at that time and to my surprise i saw one of my sec frens. LOL. He was with his Gf while i was alone. He asked why i was alone, haha.

I walk ard thinking what can i buy as the prize for the champion team which consists of 5 members. Super headache as buy for 1 guy is tough but i need to buy for 5. Walk ard till 2am+ and settle for bolster after walking ard for abt 2hrs! It's useful so that when the guys sleep in camp they can use it. Better then buying food. Brought 12 x 1.5L of water and some snacks. Paid, took the elevator down, it's super fun as i push the trolley to my car, i run and push den stand on it as it glide through, childhood memories. No people ard to see also, haha.

Was planning to buy a car of my own end of year as my family does not have one. Happen my uncle selling his vios and my mum asked me to buy. In 1 week, i own a car alrdy. Still feel that it's hard to believe that i got one alrdy. Every morning will drive my dad to MRT station, will talk along the journey, relationship better, will drive my family out for meal. My uncle sold me super cheap and it's super worth it with the maintance and low mileage. Now my friends like to say that i got 2C alrdy, Career and Car.

Lately have been entering JB twice or thrice per week ever since i got my own car. Drive ard looking for food and shop. Things really cheap. Petrol is the most incredible. After calculation by myself, pumping Mobil synergy F1 RM1.80/L petrol, my vios can travel 14.1km on 1litre! Super save petrol plus super cheap! RM! =)

Lastly, i'll be performing on NDP09 =) training =( sat burn =( memories =))

2009-04-19T10:57:00.006+08:00

Lately had been discussing about this topic, right person at the right time with most of my close friends. Think they all know my thinking of it and the fact i don't believe in true love and instead agree with the logic right person at the right time. The age that you planned to get married and whoever is still with you, is the right person who appear at the right time. Lets say 28, you meet this girl when you're 26, 2 years down you wanna married her, thus she became your wife. Right person at the right time. When you met a girl in the early age, she might be your true love but she isn't the right person at the right time. Just the right person at the wrong time. Unless you can maintain the relationship till you wanna get married and she will be in the right time. Meet me to chat debate about this, haha.

Back from Redang. Relaxing place which is HIGHLY recommend to go with yr loved one instead of friends which all my friends with me along the trip totally agreed on. haha. Pictures on my facebook, lazy upload here. Weekdays met up my friends Lucas and Ji Kwang for dinner and shop. Yiwen tag along one of the trip. Realise my taste is totally difference with them, haha. Just by looking at watches can see. Finally brought one yest at Mustafa Center with Alan and Xiao 4. Below is the picture. Can say it's simple which suits me.

Before that was walking around Cathay and hear this song Here Without You "live". Super nice. After that went to PS to watch handsome suit. It's a really funny show and really worth the $ and time. But i still believe in life people judge by appearance although the show is some sort of trying to tell us that is more to just plain appearance. The ending love story is bullshit too. Which pretty girl will really fall in love with a fat and ugly guy, maybe he's rich or something then it will happen in this world right now. After the movie went to mustafa and on the way back saw a car accident right infront of my eyes. A car cut pass friend car, cut back into the middle lane, saw a taxi infront, cut back out, not enough and bang, hit the taxi at the right ass which cause the taxi to spin 180degree to the left and hit the lamppost. The reckless driver car flip 1 or 2 round before spinning and hitting a tree. I'm totally shock as im like watching a movie and in happen just infront of me.

Park the car and went to check out both cars, was feeling super piss off and wanting to scold the reckless driver but he is unconscious. Amazing, the taxi driver and his passenger was bleeding from cuts and didnt suffer serious injury. The taxi driver mouth was full of blood as he hit the steering wheel while the passenger had a cut on his arm. The impact cause both car to be gone, beyond repair. The reckless driver was awake, ask him questions also can't answer. He didn't have handphone with him. Still in a state of shock. Ambulance came and took him to hospital, we left after the police clear us. Amazing night, right infront of me, was always telling myself i had never seen an accident live, now that i did, hope i'll not see again! Alan took some pictures, wanna ask 4D number you know who to contact.

2009-04-08T18:56:00.002+08:00

Hi my friends, im off to Redang! Shall be back Saturday night. Woooooooo!

2009-04-06T01:05:00.000+08:00

2009-04-02T21:15:00.003+08:00

Took my IPPT yest, 1st April. Got gold again, $200 in the bank again. 5 station + 2.4km run. 2 of it amaze me. SBJ i jump 258cm! First time so far, broke my previous best of 245. My 2.4km time was 9.14mins, broke my previous best of 9.23. Took my height and weight for BMI. Slim down 3kg during my course, now 75kg.

Stay in from monday till today, monday duty fitness trainer, tuesday stay in as wed morning has IPPT, wednesday to set up and arrange my office. Don't really feel the urge to go home as got nth to do while in camp can chat with my friends who stay in cos they stay far. Now my bunk and office super cosy as i've make it to be.

Nowadays all my single friends seems to be attached suddenly and it seems to be exchange of status with me. Strange. 3 difference friends of mine wanna intro girls to me which i've rejected. Thanks but no thanks. All the best to Alan Chan Qing Lin, my long time buddy of mine finally found his one, feel happy for you. My 2009 wish on him came true =)

I find that my english is getting lousier and lousier. In terms of spelling, some simple words i must think awhile before remembering it, and lots of grammar mistakes in my typing including this post. In camp i'm always speaking english, even to chinese which i don't know why. Yet outside, i'll be speaking in chinese.

Took LRT home today and saw a lady reading a book titled "why your man just won't grow up". My whole journey was thinking about that statement.

2009-03-29T17:00:00.003+08:00

Finally, i've finish my course! Have the performance video and photos which i cant post online. Those interested can contact me and i shall show you. It will always be a part of me, SPDS! Will be back to my platoon on Monday. I hear from people that some of my platoon men is feeling very "sian" that im coming back as im the only one that really enforce discipline, punctuality and a guy that super duper dislike "chao keng" people. Someone needs to be the bad guy, which i suppose is me as i feel my fellow sergeants are too nice/hack care/donno what to do with some of those problematic man.

Typical Problems
1) Reporting sick on sunday so that monday don't need come camp with same old stupid reasons like flu, headache, diarrhoea.

2) Reporting sick on days when there is rehearsal for parade so that they will have status and unable to mount for parade.

3) Falling in late and walk inside the conference room like nothing happened when everybody is waiting for everyone to be there for the briefing/meeting to start.

4) Late/MIA for First and Last Roll Call.

5) Chao Keng

End of the day, man will always be man, it is for us to motivate them. But no matter what, i still love my platoon =)

2009-03-22T06:46:00.008+08:00

Woke up at 540am, actually going to sweep tomb which i never liked. Now still waiting at home as it's still drizzling. Finally 27/3 is coming. Freedom is coming back. I've already pass my test for this course and im very happy with my score as im selected in the top 5. Make all my sweat and sun-baking under the hot sun all worth it. Now preparing for the passing out parade, gonna rehearse and rehearse again again again and over again. Starting to like this skills which i've learn but i don't one my regular life doing performance thus im not going to transfer to that platoon. There's other things waiting for me.

Saturday meet Alvin at Jurong point to buy b'day gift for my friend Alan Chan. Was going to Sing-K after that with them plus Waiming. Meet 230pm to buy but alvin told waiming and alan to meet 230pm too thus making them wait at Mac for 30min as we hunt for the present. LOL. Bad planning by him. After that went down to Taman Jurong shopping center for party world. Didnt know that is such a "mall" somemore got party world. haha. Sang till 7plus, like still not enough. haha. Went to Boon lay market for dinner and head down to Pandan reservoir to chat. Talk alot about life, $$, guys ego, when you wanna get married and girls thinking blah blah. With Waiming confirm got talk abt girls. LOL. Had a great time though. Looking at the water, so peaceful.

Anyway, my beloved cousin plus god sister has gave birth, Howard Wong! Long time since the last baby was born, all grown up. Going down to see him today if not this few coming days. Currently my this wallpaper at the top makes me look very biiiiiiiig size. It's becos i STRETCH it, so please stop coming and ask me why i've become so biiiiiiiig size. LOL. Was using the scissors and accidentally my right hand ring finger got jam. Instantly my finger became like this. Super ugly. Gonna take weeks before it'll heal.

Lastly, i reeeeeally don't like to be misunderstood by people, i care what they think about me =(

2009-03-15T19:45:00.002+08:00

2weeks left in this course, hope 27/3 come as fast as possible. Don't like trainee life where i've to adjust to timing like book in every Sunday 10pm, nights out must be back by 10pm, same routine everyday. Finally book my Redang trip tickets. Will be leaving on Wednesday 8/4 and back on Saturday 11/4. Looking forward to it. First trip with my sec friends alvin and sean and 2nd time with alan. Once im back, i'll be very busy as im involved in this year NDP, alot Saturday will be burn!

My friend introduce me to Olivia Ong whom i know is the singer of the nyonya show but didnt know she got other songs which is niceeee too. Some in Jap, some is those oldies which she sang with her version. Got feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel =)

2009-03-08T11:39:00.004+08:00

oh man, now my this course is tough, which really train my mental or endurance. Didn't expect it to be, though it was kind of easy, just practice can already but i was wrong. The physical training is like going through a battle between your mind and your body. Start the course with 50 ppl, after only the first week, abt 10 already out of course, 11 reported sick on status which left about 29+ ppl training. I think im one of the fittest among there and even i feel the pain while doing it thus i understand those man who wanna fall out or get out of course as they got no motivation.

What is worse is that we will be under the freaking hot sun for the whole day from abt 730am to 6pm. Wearing t-shirt thus now my body has the t-shirt tann or so call farmer's tann which i seriously dont like! ugly! Even my face have the helmet strap tann line! 1 week down, 3 more to go! I wanna be white again. Below are the pictures, my arm and my neck! argh!

2009-03-01T13:38:00.003+08:00

Lately really like no life. I've stop gym-ing for 2wks to let my sprain wrist recover. I've stop playing bball as no interest in it anymore. Last time treat it as something which i can exercise but now i exercise every 1,3,5, running longer and longer distance to train for AHM 21Km. Thus everyday when i can leave work i got no places and nth to do except home. Now i'll wait for my men to leave first while i settle some stuffs, go change and home abt 6+ when last time i'll leave on time if there's nth to do. Come to weekend, also got nth to do, stay home. No places to go, nth to do, only my computer and me. My friends all seems busy, which make me realise i got very little outing friends. Last time will have alot of ppl asking me out, but over the years seems to like getting lesser and lesser. Maybe becos i always choose and reject others. I think i shld start asking ppl out instead of waiting for ppl to ask me out.

Lately work also got alot of things to do. As im a junior, all the things pass down from higher rank will be to me. Life goes on. Next week will be on course from 02 march to 25 march. Stay in course but every night can go out but must be back to sleep. Thinking of whether i'll go out not now as i also got no places to go except home. haha. Leo Qi Xiang living a boring life now! enjoy this classic song which kept running through my mind even since i heard it in my office.

2009-02-24T20:38:00.007+08:00

Watch this movie on Sunday with Lucas and Ji Kwang. 3 guys, somemore single, watching a love show for couple. Haha. All the couple must be thinking are we gays. We are straight btw. LOL. All i can say about this movie is that it is suitable for couple and single. It is about 4 different type of love life which we can learn from. In the middle i find it abit draggy to me but the ending was perfect. The part i love most is when Jennifer Aniston was feeling very down and her bf appear in the kitchen from nowhere helping to wash plates. You must watch it to understand. This show might make you lovesick and wanna fall in love asap after watching it which is what happened to my friend Ji Kwang =)

This song "Keane - Somewhere only we know" seems to fit into all love show. Addicted to it now after watching the movie and it is very nice!

2009-02-22T14:17:00.005+08:00

My friends, pls stop calling me regular. My name is Leo Qi Xiang, not Regular. You wont want me to call u by yr appointment next time, like student, accountant, driver blah blah. From 2nd March to 27th March, i'll be on SPDS course. Looking forward going through it and get that badge. Haha.

Fri had my mthly PLT cohesion and evening met up with my Poly Classmates. I like all this gathering, catch up on good old times and hear about how they're doing in life. Everyone working hard for their future, all the best and 加油!

Sat evening met up with my sec friends which is the gang for Redang for dinner and discuss. Im confirm going to Redang for a short trip. Hope it will be fun. I see on the internet, the clear water all this, going laze there man! Currently discussing on whether to take a tour there or just get there ourself and from there choose the package we like. 4 guys going there, 2 hoping their Aug SIM classes got chio bu to become their first partner, another one busy picking up phone call. And me, wrong time if you get what i mean. haha.

Night met up bball gang. The 6gang but only 4 met. Not to miss out, my friend Yuling is going ROM coming 2mth i think , think shld be the first wedding im gonna attend if they decided on the dinner unless any of my friends shotgun. LOL. Some of my friends also have new/old partners now, really feel happy for them =)

More pictures at my Facebook Profile =)

2009-02-17T21:09:00.002+08:00

April 9-12 going snorkeling with my secondary school friends Alan, Alvin and Sean. Will be going Redang, really cant wait for april to come asap! Was planning to go Langkawi but my friends say that the water at Redang is better plus i went to Langkawi before. Going there to relax, see those beauty views and think about life =)

2009-02-07T14:32:00.003+08:00

I'm now officially a regular, as a MP Specialist. Alot people has been asking why did i sign on and i didnt really told all the real reason. The real reason was that my family needed the $$ and needed someone to add to the income of my home asap. My close friends will know what is the problem and you can ask me privately why and i'll tell you =)

I didnt sign on before i enter NS as im afraid i'll not get used to it and will regret signing the 10years bond. Now that im halfway through my NSF life, i've decided to sign as it is the right time also. Im able to adapt and dont mind the job. Alot of people has ask me to sign on as an Officer where the pay will be much higher which i turn down. I didnt get into OCS when i was a recruit as my studies grade was very poor, though i completed my poly studies. The GPA was very low so even i sign on as an officer, my promotion will be slow as my grades not good.

Anyway, Rank is what you wear, Respect is what you earn =) haha

Nowadays during wkend most likely i'll be at home. Nothing to do. My friends are all busy with their friends/partners. I woke up this morning 7am + on a SATURDAY! I tell myself next time Friday and Saturday night dont sleep so early, so that when i wake up on sat or sun, half the day will be gone =)

2009-02-03T20:23:00.002+08:00

Some random pictures =D

Cousins

My parents

P.S - we're not gay

God Sister Serene, Xiao Wee, tummy Howard and me

2009-01-30T19:45:00.002+08:00

Just ended my trial at True Fitness, quite a nice one, was seriously thinking of joining as they offer me a great price. After thinking for a long while, i decided it is not for me as all its gym is located in the central city and town area which is kind of far from my bukit panjang home. Most important my work place is likely to be at Mowbray Camp which is at Yew Tee. The fitness club target group is for those working near them one, finish work can straight go work out. Sorry Lucas and Ji Kwang for being the only one that say no to joining.

The main reason for this post is this. After the gym session, we went to Lau Pa Sat to have our dinner. I order from this stall named Ocean Seafood. Below is the picture which i ask lucas to take. I can't remember the name of the dish i ordered but it is the beef rice covered in red color sauce. It cost me $4. When the dish came, i was totally STUN! It was not the same color which i had ate at Bukit Timah or Woodland Al-Ameen. Never mind, it gave me FIVE 10-CENTS SIZE BEEF meat!!! F**KING HELL SMALL and LITTLE!!! plus few cabbage and rice. I finish the meat in less than 1 minutes. Nevertheless, it sucks. I forgotten to take picture of the food until i ate finish thus i decided to take a picture of the shop name down. That shop seriously need to wake up its ideas. Lau Pa Sat has lost its famous name for good food and great price. All the food there is for noob foreigner brought by tour package, overpriced and not really nice. All those famous one has either move away or retired. It's not the same Lau Pa Sat as i went to when i was 15-18years old when i was working near there.

In the end, i still need to spend for carrot cake as i was not full. That ocean seafood totally waste my time. Maybe becos it has a seafood name to it i shouldn't have order beef. Worse than cookhouse food. I spend the whole time cursing and complaining to my friends eating with me about the food which they totally agree with me. They already know. I like food alot, but recession also don't need give so little or cut the meat till so SMALL!

2009-01-28T15:14:00.007+08:00

I was at my friend house and he show me this MTV. It's Wonder Girls - Nobody from Korea. He was so happy and dancing with his hand to the bit, very funny and cute to me though. LOL. But it's a really nice song, nice girls and really catchy bit. It seems to be very popular in Korea. Click on the play, go to the bottom right arrow icon and click on HQ for high quality. Enjoy the music and their dance groove =)

2009-01-27T19:14:00.003+08:00

All this while, i've been asking myself a question i pose to myself. Who and which is my group of friends? I realised that i doesn't really belong to inside any groups of my friends. I've bball group, gym group, NS group and there isn't any group where me and my friends will always hang out together, know that things like countdown for christmas or new year we will call one another, during chinese new year will surely call one another wanna meet not or friends who really knows you well and able to chat about your life and share secrets.

I'm not sure anyone understands what i'm trying to say. My bball group consist of Alan Chan, Alan Pang, Xiao 4, Val Leong, Xiuhan and Wai Ming. Gym group is Lucas Lim, Ji Kwang and Ali. NS group consist of all my army friends in BMT, SISPEC or MP. Non of this is permanent outing group of the above stuffs i mention "me and my friends will always hang out together, know that things like countdown for christmas or new year we will call one another, during chinese new year will surely call one another wanna meet not or friends who really knows you well and able to chat about your life and share secrets" You see those idols like Mayday and S.H.E. They have the same occupation and is close friends behind the scene too. How great if your close friends share the same interest as you.

I feel that my only permanent group of friend is Alan Chan who i've known since Sec 2. Haha. We will always be asking each other out, chat about life all this. Just the 2 of us. Another is Jimmy Goh but he is busy with his life nowadays. Me and Alan Chan discuss before that in the future will only left the two of us, LOL. When i always see my friends on the street or online account pictures with those close friends of theirs that has been on going for years, i'm seriously jealous and envy of it. It's so great to have your own group of close friends. Someone told me and I couldn't remember is who, telling me if our group of friends have some ladies, it will be better as there is difference mindset and different outing plans. I realise all my groups of friends got no ladies inside. The only one is my cousin group which is family to me, always enjoy been with them, Jimmy Goh, Xiang Wee, Chee Heng, Xiang Lu and Xiang Ling. Not to miss out also with their another half partners.

Cherish your group of friends! Don't be those that join this group and leave after awhile, but at the end of the day, it takes 2 hands to clap. If you can't click........

2009-01-25T18:49:00.002+08:00

Lately alot of thing happened in my work in camp. Can't really say here though. New ppl in, new ideas, new chances, like USA with the new president. I think he's really kind of cool. This song is dedicated to him in some way by the singer will.i.am.

That time i was in M'sia with jimmy, we were in a Mac surfing wireless, using halfway i was downloading some stuffs, then realise my connection has become GPRS. Quickly stop downloading frm the application. My bill this mth is $191. Haha. It's ALOT times more than my usual $15++. Call and they gave me a 25% discount. My fault. Shouldn't have download, next time just surf the webbie.

When i'm outside, i'll always have things to blog about, so that i can look back in my archives and see what i was doing then and maybe find out my childishness. Haha. Anyway i got IPPT Gold again. $200 in the bag! Woooo! SBJ -245cm, Sit-Up -40, Chin Up -12, Shuttle Run -9.6, 2.4 -9.27min.

2009-01-18T01:01:00.015+08:00

just finish watching Man Utd match against Bolton, I can only say the below.
NEVER SAY DIE TILL THE END, FIGHTING SPIRIT, GLORY UTD! WE ARE BBAAACCCCCCKKK!

MANCHESTER UNITED!
MANCHESTER UNITED!
MANCHESTER UNITED!

2009-01-17T14:32:00.003+08:00

If you're thinking of a movie to watch, i STRONGLY recommend The Punisher 2: War Zone. This movie is damn cool and bloody. It is a M18 show which talks about a guy who take justice in his own hands. For those who don't really like violent, this is a show for you which will change your idea and wake up from it. In the show the young daughter looks very adorable and The Punisher is just too cool.

2009-01-11T21:45:00.009+08:00

Aim in 2009 & Onwards

1) Get my own transport

2) Save up $$$

3) Gym & Run at least once a week

4) Maintain IPPT Gold forever

5) Family above all

6) Keep in contact with all my friends

7) Not to laze in life

8) Motivate myself to sweep & mop my home every sat though i hate it =(

9) Work hard in my regular life

2009-01-01T23:39:00.005+08:00

Spend my countdown at huilin's home with Xiao4, Alan and their friends. Really thanks Xiao4 for inviting me and alan to the potluck although it was kind of awkward as everyone there was from their secondary school. haha. I didn't wanna go far, just don't feel like it. Totally have no feel to countdown to 09. We were chatting and I was saying things like we are like old ? No longer wanna go town to countdown and squeeze with ppl, take first bus/mrt home. haha.

My friends jio me potluck/powerhouse/siloso/marinabay/zouk and i choose the first one. Today I ask ard and was surprise quite a number of my friends also countdown at ppl home potluck-ing! LOL. It's quite nice and fun actually. Thinking of organising one myself, but think need to pack up when it end is abit turn off. I'm enjoying staying home lately, slacking ard doing nth, when im bored of my comp i'll move outside and switch on the tv, nth to watch will come back infront of my comp. Really resting well at my home.

I've start to gym more. Hope the motivation will last. Monday, Wednesday and Friday run in my camp plus 2 days gym per week. Not gonna buy protein though. Lately I've open up more, try to make more friends in life and to get closer to everyone ard me. Get out of my comfort zone like my dearest Bro/Cousin aka Niam Kay King(NKK) Jimmy always say. Life will be more interesting and fun in that way.

My mind is full of thoughts and questions. Really feel like sitting down and chat with someone who will listen to me. But it seems all my friends are too busy or don't really care abt guys talk. If a girl they sure free. !#$%?^&*. Guys is always bias. haha. Miss the carefree days in M'sia with NKK. Although i'll be waken by him at 10am as he think it's 12pm+ already and his niam-ing no matter where we go, it's still a very fun trip. Didn't wanna come back so soon. Planning for next trip!

Start of 09, hope my signing on paper work will be done faster. It's getting too slow. Gonna work hard ahead! Now my mum is not driving the company lorry anymore and has change to a van which has no insurance thus I cannot drive! So friends, at night dont need to call me out for supper if you got no transport or ask me longbang stuffs anymore. Changing to a 2 wheel transport soon!

2008-12-30T18:38:00.006+08:00

Lately feeling very tired, at night im very energetic. haha. Quite busy with my life too, dont wanna stay home as i feel it's very waste of time. Was at home during Christmas eve as i was suppose to be on duty the next day but last minutes i decided to change with my friend as my family lunch at a restaurant on Christmas day.

God Sister/Cousin Serene Goh Siang Lu aka cute1994, Me, Cousin Tan Hui Feng aka Babytan and Jimmy Goh Siang Youuuuuu aka Niam Kay King

My 2ND uncle whom they say lookalike me, same height same face difference hair though.

Jimmy , Me and Lim Chong Heng aka sobheng

Me and my ah ma who took this picture with me reluctantly. haha

Me and Yin Yi! one of my fav small cousin. He once walk ALONE to the arcade from downtown east chalet. Came back kanna F. LOL

Relatives enjoying their lunch.

my family Brother in law Weilun, Sis Qi Jia, Me, Dad Leo Chin Jee and mum Lim Ee Hua with ah gong ah ma. They are all under my care, see my arm.

###################################################################

Chevrons Family Day, my army platoon. Not full Plt as alot ppl on leave/left/don bother to stay behind for photo taking. look on the left bottom, suhardi was so afraid i would really kiss him. haha.

Derek and Suhardi DRUNK at 11am. They were drinking orange juice.

MP Command Bball Champ, never even break a sweat, waste time. LOL.

Ben Tay, Ali, Ji Kwang, Me and Lucas at Minds Cafe opposite Parklane. Had a great time there! Thanks Lucas for always organising outing for us. LOL.

The 3 winner who found the gold, Ben, Ji Kwang and me.

2008-12-23T23:58:00.002+08:00

This thursday 25th Christmas day, i'm on duty in camp. How cool and lucky i can be man. Just need to accept the fact. Many people said that it's better than kanna-ing the eve of such a day. But it will be over soon. So when you people are out there having fun, must remember becos got people like me who sacrifice for the safety of you all and singapore. LOL

Went to Fitness First with lucas jus now. Had fun and "da kai yan jian" for me with the facilities and services provided if you're a member. But i'll consider it as too expensive compare to the nearby $2.50 gym thought the services provided there is WOOO! Currently on a diet of eating soup stuffs such as yong tau fu or fish soup as it contain less fats when im eating outside.

Soon, at the end of this year i'll have no more transport to use, am thinking seriously of getting a bike license now. There will be alot of No and few yes in views.

2008-12-22T02:06:00.003+08:00

back in SG already. Ended my short trip as my cousin Jimmy need to attend to something on Sat. Had a great relaxing time though.

We're Loving It

Jus reached, 7am

SHIOK but fattening

Their HDB

Cheap and Good!

I went from New York

to Hongkong

Finally, I arrive in Kuala Lumpur

This guy no government one, his father own the road.

KL Zouk

Die Die Mus Try!

More pictures at my Facebook

2008-12-16T02:11:00.003+08:00

I'll be going Kuala Lumpur tmr. Taking a one way bus trip there. going to relax and think abt life, will be buying the bus ticket back SG when im done. latest is christmas eve back as i've duty on christmas day back in camp. have auto roaming so will be contactable.

2008-12-09T00:53:00.001+08:00

3 years 1months 23days, total of 1150 days

I've ended my relationship with my gf. This coming Dec is Christmas and as a christian will have alot of event and sessions as to celebrate the birth of Jesus if I'm not wrong. Over the time we're together, she will ask me to attend some of it and I feel very stress. I'm a free thinker and she want me to convert as one before I can marry her and I promised that. I've been asking myself alot of times all this years whether I can really convert to Christianity and that I truly believe it in. I've try to read the bible, ask my friends abt it and attend the services with her. But my answer is still no. I can convert but if my mind is not true to it, it's pointless. My parents is pro Buddhism and even if i convert, our child need to be Christian and my parents will never agree with that and i'll be in a tight spot.

Lately we've been arguing alot over alot of things be in small or big. Difference views and opinions. We've no places to go and nth much to do together. I know I've let you down and I miss out on a very good wife but my mindset is still not marriage as now is career mind for me. I therefore hope that you'll be able to find the bf who is a christian and able to accompany you to all the church and Christianity events which you have told me and long for and I'm unable to fulfil it making you feel lonely. I've given up the challenge and battle to become a christian and I hope you understand. I'm really sorry to have hurt you.

I know I'll regret in the future but if i end now the pain will be smaller compare to later stages of our relationship if I still isn't a christian. I can swear and assure you that I've not cheated on you in our relationship all this time we had been together and it's not because of a change of heart in me and I've really really enjoyed my time spend with you. Really hope we'll still keep in contact and remain as best friends like in the past. You'll always be a part of me.

2008-12-08T11:50:00.006+08:00

Lately was lazy and busy to blog abt my life. Coming to end of year thus need to settle this and that with lots of changes in my work. Another year ending with another new start of a year and life continue. Shall let pictures do the talking. Below is some of the pictures. More is in my Facebook account.

211108 Mount Faber

Alan Chan

Xiu Han

Xiao 4

Val Leong

Wai Ming

###################################################################

221108 Chinatown

###################################################################

291108 Bball at Chevrons

SMILE =)

Prasad, Val & Me

###################################################################

061208 Night Cycling

The Group

Organiser

Qiuling, Huilin, Jacinta, Alan, Me & Xiao 4

2008-11-19T13:11:00.014+08:00

Yesterday some of my secondary school friends met up for dinner, was actually a surprise plan by xuan to help me celebrate my b'day which is this coming friday 21st Nov. We went to pizza hut for dinner and after that dessert at 记得吃 as my friends wanted to eat something chilling. There was actually one last fri with my cousins but I couldn't attend it due to my NS commitment.

Chee Yew

Alan Chan

Alvin Tan

B'day Cake

Making a Wish

Alvin hurrying me as he want to eat the cake

The Shop at Bugis

Alvin very happy with his mango dessert

###################################################################

Pictures taken last week. went to ASTONS SPECIALITIES at katong with xuan for dinner. The food was nice, reasonable price and worth is with the good services provide by the staffs. Also went to Singapore Flyer wanting to board it but too bad the sky was dark and cloudy thus decided not to as the view is not really nice. Cannot see sunset.

2008-11-09T20:15:00.022+08:00

Every first sunday of the month, we need to do a Change of Guards (COG) at istana. It is a simple parade.

just march out from instana, waiting for the new guards who is marching over from heeren. I'm the one on the extreme left btw.

saluting them for their long march, haha

after some ceremony, we start marching away

coming to a stop at the cathay

me and xuan, photographer of the day

###################################################################

Every month we'll have cohesion day with my platoon
OCTOBER

bowling at safra mount faber

NOVEMBER

at sentosa with allan zhang

me with ji kwang

the island is ours

me with Renhao and Ben Tay

###################################################################

The transport that I've been using since i pass my driving license more than 3years ago.

###################################################################

Actually there is more pictures but my frens they all took already like to keep inside their camera, don like to upload to computer to send. In the end everyone don have. COG pictures was from xuan's HP this it is dark and poor. Plt cohesion is frm the camera i lend from my sister in law but he needs it for his work. It's very hard to get pictures from others, thus...

CASIO EX-Z80

I decided to buy my own camera, CASIO EX-Z80. Was going for $349 but i got it for $299 instead. Quite a good bargain as i got a 8GB SD card, Additional Batt with more mAh (3 times the original batt) thus will last longer, tripod, screen protector, camera case, neck & wrist lanyard and lens cleaner kit. The first picture i took was the blue lorry above. The specification was not bad too, quite worth the price.

2008-10-28T00:40:00.010+08:00

was looking through some of my photobucket pictures. there is still alot more in my ehdd, think one day shld go print out. last time had a camera phone thus kept taking pictures but now i don't even have a camera or camera phone. memories not capture. haha

2008-10-12T23:05:00.001+08:00

True story of a dad and a son - Team Hoyt

2008-08-03T11:41:00.002+08:00

finally! I've pop from my sergeant course. Officially i'm a MP! am thinking about my further now. whether i should sign on or not. my further is unclear. have make alot of other plans but donno which one will work out or suitable for me. After the course ended everyone was posted to difference places. The kind of sad and unbearable feeling was back yet again. I heard those parting,need to change a new environment, meet new people and start all over again feeling.

As for bball, my csc has decided not to include me in the upcoming cck cup as i need to stay in till 30/7 that time and they were afraid i was unable to turn out. The tournament has jus started and i would have only miss one match if I was included. Kind of disappointed that they treated me like that as they got 2 national team players included and few new guys.

2008-07-06T19:48:00.002+08:00

passing out on 30/7, can't wait for that time to come! Sergeant Leo! hope will get 8am-5pm job scope and near my home. alot of my friends kept saying my NS life very lucky and slack. BMT i was posted to warrant officers company Bronco which is one of the most welfare. Sispec posted to the 2nd slackest Echo Coy and now i'm at MP. haha. suddenly think lately i had not being taking any pictures. xiao4 send me some of the pictures in his hp which was taken in the past. I'm very fat! bloated! waist 36 weight 89kg but now waist 32 weight 76kg! i like my fitness and body now. feel fit and healthy. hope can continue with exercise! motivation! xiao4 jia you for army! don't need to feel scare, need answer or help can call me!

2008-06-22T19:29:00.003+08:00

going book in later. book out is always 1 day with my gf, 1 day slack at home with mum. 30/7 will pass out. wondering where i will be posted. hope is internal in mowbray camp as i does not really wanna be a guard comm. though it is 8-5, it is boring thinking that you are gonna do guard duty for the rest of your NS life.

alot of things happened in camp. people signing extra due to little stupid things like never lock cupboard, never cut hair, charge hp before RO plus plus. realy enjoy the PT in camp, had fun doing it although finish already very tired. I've slim down lots. think now 76kg only. compare when i enlisted was 88kg. now my waist is 32 instead of 35. haha. most of the clothes and shorts are too big for me, look baggy when i wear them.

my csc captain just call me. he asked me whether i'm able to play cck cup, boon lay cup and this year csc which we got 3rd last year. due to the fact we got 3rd last year, alot of new players wanna play for cashew. I'm unable to book out on wkdays thus he told me he will try new players for cck and boon lay cup but i will be in the csc team for sure. though i don really have time to play bball now, i still look forward to all this competition as it is the only one i join. Basketball, once you start playing, it is in your blood forever.

must say sorry to my gf cos now NS like can only meet her 1 time/wk. I think it is too little thus i will try to meet her on fri evening when i book out too! though like nth to do, but i still love u xuan! =) sat went out with alan, played ps3 for abt 1hr in vivo adidas. haha. we chatted about secondary school. realise i have really grown up. no time for alot of stuffs which i enjoy doing in the past and took it for granted.

2008-06-01T17:54:00.002+08:00

POP from sispec with a corporal rank, now in military police for my sergeant course. alot of friends envy me for being posted to this as it is mostly 8am-5pm job after you pass out which mean it has become a job like that unlike others which have to stay in. The camp is also very near my home where it is based in yew tee.

There is alot of lectures in this course which i find it interesting like Law which increase my knowledge, hands on combat fighting skills which i can use in life in case anything happen. It has alot of physical training also due to the fact we need to join the army half marathon 21km run. haha.

Lecture, Physical training, combat fighting skills is part of my life now. there is only 1 field camp, heard is don need camou on. my mind is all about my future now. should i sign on as a MP Spec? It is near my home and my work will be 8-5 unless im duty sergeant or i'm instructor thus will be 7am-8pm. alot ppl tell me after 10years what will i do? if SAF don offer another contract i'll be ask to leave. that is my only worry, at age about 33 and start looking for a new job?

2008-05-04T20:07:00.003+08:00

haven't been blogging this few mths, have been enlisted for 4mths already since 10/01/08. ORD date for me which almost every single singaporean guys is looking forward to is 09/11/09. Miss BMT alot though I've settled in sispec. 2 more weeks to pop, donno will be posted where again, with new people, new unit and new bunk.

had a family dinner with my mum's side relatives. had a great time. long time never see them already and looking at those kids growing up tell me that I've grown up too. alot people will say once you pass 21st b'day you're consider old which i doubt so. It is not the age, it is how you live your life. example is that you're 30+ but talk and look more immature than a 20+. considered old? think abt it.

have lots to talk abt NS but just can't seems to blog it out, well it is much more interesting to listen to me talking abt it than reading it. up and down in my relationship which I can say currently is up, high and low in my NS life which is low now, have been slacking since out of BMT. No motivation to train up physical and mentally.

Getting fatter bits by bits every single day and am really surprise i got Gold in IPPT in sispec but when i was fitter in BMT i got just silver. Went jogging just now, saw those uncle/aunt/grandpa/grandma jogging and thought to myself will i still be exercising when I'm at that age. after the run cooling down walk back, a grandpa farted 2 times and I was like omg. haha. booking in later at 2230. SIAN!

2008-01-08T19:14:00.000+08:00

Hi people,

will be entering the next phrase of my life this coming Thursday 10/01/2008, National Service! will be un-contactable for the next 2 weeks thus if my hp is off or I never reply your sms you should know that I'm in camp. Take Care people!

and people who wanna ask me out when I book out, please take the initiative, if not i'll be at home slack!

ORD 09/11/2009!

2007-12-12T08:34:00.000+08:00

who got TV(21 inch & above)/bicycle don't wan can give me or sell me.
budget for each is $150 max.
help me ask around your friends/relative.
contact me 90219212.
Thanks!.

just in case you all are wondering why I need all this. The TV is for me to put in my mum room so that I or my mum can watch when my dad hog the tv with WWE or when my parents are watching korean drama.

the bicycle is my dad wanna use to cycle around exercise.

2007-12-10T13:23:00.000+08:00

One more month to BMT! looking forward to it!

2007-12-06T08:08:00.000+08:00

Summary of Medical Status
Singapore Armed Forces

Name: Leo Qi Xiang

1. Following the medical screening at the Medical Classification Centre, you have been graded as PES A L1.

MINDEF
The Enlistment Act, (Chapter 93)

Enlistment Notice (Full-Time/Operationally Ready National Service)

1. You are hereby required under section 10 of the Enlistment Act (Cap 93), to report for enlistment on 10 JAN 2008 (THU) at 10.30AM to Pulau Tekong Besar, Basic Military Training Centre School 1

2007-11-23T12:01:00.000+08:00

my b'day has just pass, thus it mean im another year older. I find it really fast as it seem like just yesterday I was still somewhere in school, my memory. Grown up, awaiting NS after Medical Check-Up, called CMPB for early enlistment and they told me the normal procedure is must wait 6-9 months after Check-Up then I'll be enlisted. It' too long and wasting my time. Requested for early enlistment and they shall contact me back. celebrate my b'day with my girlfriend. had a mini picnic at ecp with food made by my love, bottle of grape juice, a small cake and the famous wu xiang! play with the "fire-stick". happy time pass real soon and after sending my gf hm den went hm. first time never received any present and ths sms I received is about 6? My friends have all departed. but the celebration with my gf was enough. =) and she is the only one that think and say i'm handsome. LOL.

my sis has got married and my home seems so empty and quiet. my parents are very short temper nowadays. They say that it is due to their menopause. asking them 1 question is ok. but if you ask the 2nd question, doom, they will reply angrily. really donno how to communicate with them nowadays, especially my dad.

my work here is also not so good. working with a guy which is an example of "the type of colleague you most don't wanna work with". those like to play politic one. goes around telling people your bad things which you didnt do. when he is with you, he act nice and talk bad things about others and ask you not to say. when he is with others, he will talk about your bad things and act nice to the person but actually he also say his bad things behind his back! this type of people actually exist! and I think it's fucking childish. my friends who is close to me should know the whole story. but all this things make me prepare for NS and work life after that. haha. treating it as training and boasting my will power and determination!

slightly twisted my knee while playing bball when i went for a rebound and fell down after my friend turn his body but never jump and land awkwardly. The term for this is "Bai" but I think it's was accident and not purposely. now if i sit down for 30min, my knee will harden and i must warm up den can walk! and i walk got pain! This sat having 3rd/4Th csc match which is the last bball tournament for me this year and maybe till I enter NS! borrow knee guard from sean and hopefully it wont be too serious!

2007-11-05T16:55:00.000+08:00

I enjoy watching this type of funny show. It relax your mind.

2007-10-30T08:55:00.000+08:00

I got stung by a bee at my ear last week while walking towards my school im teaching. Really lucky I could say as there will people around also but why me? Anyway when I reached school my friend told me the sting is inside my ear thus I went to the toilet to plug it out. I was abit scare at first cause I thought there could be poison on the sting or it could still be moving. haha. The sting was about 3-4mm long. Below is the picture. It's not clear as my friend nokia camera can't take nice shot clearly.

Bball this month getting fewer and fewer due to rain or that i'm not free. I can say finally I can go down ytcc without asking any friends from the (GOS)gang of six. Last time when I went there must keep sms them before I'll go down as if I go down without them I'll feel weird. If they are not free then I won't be going down. but now that feeling is gone and I could slot in any team that wanna play bball. Roy pop me the question about returning to my club again and xh also mention it abit when we're going home. Tongwhye is out of the question till I ORD. haha. No commitment and no time. A division is coming up and it's too late to join in the training now. Tomorrow Csc quarter-final match Vs Nanyang csc. Gonna be a tough fight against players like kendy and joe but of cos the whole team is good also. However, 2 of them are my coach before. haha. Kendy at secondary when I just started playing bball and Joe during my youth days in Tongwhye.

Help my gf to buy a DIY computer at Sim Lim Square yest. I went to check hardwarezone for the price list download and saw 1 shop with 2000+ downloads while the nearest one was 1000+ and the rest was few hundreds downloads only. The shop must be damn good with so many people dling their price list. Thus I went to the shop, name the specs and got the comp at $699 only. haha. Damn cheap for a new comp. Core2Duo somemore. Waiting for November pay to buy one new one also. haha. DIY is better than those already fix comp for sure as those fix comp brand motherboard is using SIS, one of the lousiest motherboard brand in the world and they fix alot of others cheap brand hardware inside also. Best is DIY as it's cheaper alot and you can choose the parts and brands you wanna buy. Heading for Sim Lim again on Dec. I've all the specs and price in my head. Who is with me?

2007-10-22T11:12:00.000+08:00

On 16/10/07, was my 24mths anniversary with my gf but someone was not free on that day, thus we celebrated on 15/10. Went to mount faber for cable car dinner! Had a great time taking pictures and scenery. Im sure after trying once most couple wont go again. haha. The service was very good but the food cmi. The ang mo kio soup was not bad but my grilled chicken was damn hard and dry. Although it had grilled with sauce on it, the taste feel like it was overnight steam chicken? The dessert apple crumble was the worst among all. It was very sweet that you need to drink a sip of water every time you ate one bite.

I'm a guy that eat almost all the things that is edible in the world and is not a choosy person as you friends shld know. 2 days later my friends ask me abt anything place in sg romantic or what and I intro him sky dining but warn the food is terrible. In the end he still went for it and came back complaining abt the food. LOL. Thus it just show that the food was not nice. Below are some of the pictures. More in my friendster!

2007-10-12T15:54:00.000+08:00

P.S - This is a really long post but I really hope that you all my friends will have the patience to read all of the words and not skip through to understand what I'm trying to tell you all and my feelings in me.

--------------------------------------------------------

Currently I'm working at Yew Tee Pri Sch as a IT Trainer which is a so called IT Teacher in the school. Have been working here for about 2 months. Actually not much to do right now as it's Term 4 already and there is PSLE for P6 and End of Year Examinations aka SA2 for rest of the pupils. My only lesson Info Comm Club(ICC) is suspended due to the exams.

I've nothing much to do that I actually email-ed the HOD of IT to give me work to do. She didn't reply and say anything when I see her thus I guess there is really nothing really much to do. I've bond well with the 2 TA here and I can say very well as both are jus one or two year older than me. They are m'sian and I love hearing them talk about m'sia and things happening there. It is really funny and sometimes unbelievable. I also talk about Sg to them and compare. There is actually another IT Trainer from my company too but he has shifted down to the staffroom to sit while me and the 2 TA sit in the Lab IT Department Room. Now we 3 sit inside the room always tell stories, jokes around and of course say bad things about.....

When I first came into this school, I thought it will be very hard for me to blend with them but I'm really great to have chosen this job and rejected delivering goods. Now I always tag around with them, notice how they handle technical programs and thus I learn alot of things. When I ask them questions, they will help me and teach me. They are really crap and funny character. I also help teachers in solving their problems and helping them to do some tasks which to them is difficult but for me is damn easy like editing audio by cutting and pasting them and technical wise problems which I've learn before or from the 2 TA.

Anyway the main thing I've the urge to blog is because I saw my secondary school teacher Mr Kong! I still remember when I was sec 1 the first day of sch I walk pass the office he caught me with dyed brown hair and put me into the office for caning and my mum is called in! first day somemore! Aiya but cannot blame me cause when I was in primary school I mix with the wrong company of friends. He even know my cousin who is the Ex-National Basketball Women Team player and complain to her! After that I was always been marked by him! He Still got alot of stories of my sec life but I'm not going to write about it. Haha.

I was walking past the General Office with the 2 TA working on something when I saw Mr Kong sitting in there! Haha. Really surprise to saw him there. He asked me why I was here and I told him I'm the IT Trainer here and he gave me a huge unbelievable smile that he saw me there. Oh Man he was damn happy to see me now, working a proper job as a teacher and that I'm not in Jail or still loitering at Lot One. Just then the Principal came out and ask how are we related and Mr Kong told her I was an Old Boy of Kranji Sec. He had came with another teacher to give a talk to the P6 promoting Kranji Secondary to them and asking them to join.

haha, lucky I saw him after the Talk as he said he wanted to ask me go up and talk if he had saw me earlier. lucky sia! I used to hate the school and those teachers who cane me but I know it was for my own good. If not for them and lao heng my bball coach for pulling me to join bball cca when I was 16, explaining to my parents that I really took up bball as my cca and making sure I'll attend training. I used to bluff my parents I've cca or remedial but actually was loitering at Lot One. I could still be the gangster and bad apple in those teachers and my parents eyes. He told me he was really proud that I'm like this now and not like that in the past. He look so happy that I actually manage to grad from sec and poly although my results was so poor in school. Had a great chat with me for 10 minutes plus and I need to go settle some stuffs. When I left he gave me a tap and smile, somehow i really regret forgetting to say Thanks and hugging him before I left.

As people say, the period when you are studying is the most fun part of your life, enjoy it before you grow up and need to start working. I strongly agree with it! I was really happy seeing him too and kept thinking my past in KSS and keep smiling like a crazy guy. The 2 TA seeing this opportunity to Kb me. LOL. Mr Kong use the word old boy of Kranji Sec remind me of the days when I was working at Monfort Junior and there was a party for the Ex-Monfortian aka Old Boys. It was a great party as they were alot of people and they have not seen each other for a very long time. How I Hope that my sec sch will organise one like that soon and I'll the first to confirm my attendance! They're having a open house on 10 Nov 2007 Sat 9am-3pm. Feel like going back to see as I've not return since I grad. The song by Vitamin C - Graduation kept running through my mind! Below is their promotion brochure.

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

1 - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat 1

La, la, la, la…
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la…
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

Repeat 1 (3x)

2007-10-02T11:27:00.000+08:00

hmm, my background picture is actually taken in singapore, pandan reservoir. lately got the bball feeling and thus kept bballing. resume gym once a wk after slacking for so long. my arms are so skinny and small and my chest is flat. haha.

if you guys remember, i injured my right elbow last time while gyming. I tht it had recovered after i've stop gyming and bballing for a few mths but i realise it hasn't. after i resume bball and gyming, my right elbow feel a sharp pain when i straighten it and when i pull it in to squeeze my biceps, it hurts. it's on and off pain. but if the pain is there, i cant shoot as my hand when straighten will have sharp pain like kanna electric volt, last sat when i shot, i hear my elbow crackkkk loudly. dono shld see doctor or not as it's on and off. the pain is at the outside of the elbow below the elbow tip. fuck

relationship wise, im shock abt my gf comments abt me. it's really disappointing to hear those comments and some was ridiculous. but everything seems to be okay right now again. i pronounce a sad wk for me in my injury and relationship. will my injury ever recover? will my gf impression abt me ever change?

anyway, its the first wk of the mth and it means, PAY DAY! checkng my account everyday! haha. faster get and save up. last but not least, hope my fren alan chan qing lin recover fast. haha.

2007-09-26T09:05:00.000+08:00

Currently I'm preparing my students to enter the Schools Digital Media Awards. Topic is Speak Good English Movement. was looking through some videos for them to see as an example and i came across this. However, i think this cannot be shown to them though it contains Hong kong movie stars shawn yue, the fat guy that always act with chow xing xing and the petrol station boss son in initial D.

2007-09-21T16:57:00.000+08:00

Im working as a IT teacher at yew tee primary. Hmm, finally im slacking. I've finished marking Primary 1 to 6 IT assessments. They have classes from A to M. 13classes. 1 class abt 30-40 pupils. one level = 35x13= 455. That is the amt of the same thing i look at over and over. Six level = 455x6=2730. In total i've mark 2730 files. This is not the worst part. The worse is that a paper is upon 100marks. and they are alot of qns. 2 marks 3 marks. You mark finish still must count! I took 2weeks to finish marking. I, LEO QI XIANG, officially salute to those hardworking teachers who always give me papers/assignments to do when i was studying! They need to mark like siao!

Have resume back to playing bball. Monday and thursday i'll be at ytcc. sat and sunday sometimes. Some of friends have join the bball team which i started my bball career. I feel tempted to return and train too. Two of the players like Roy and Joe have ask me to return before. Yest Roy ask me to return and fight for a place again. We had quite a chat discussing. However, i know my limits. I'll never be good enough to play in the A Division. Even if i make it to the team, i'll be the player who will sit on the bench without breaking any sweats cos i wont be down.

Am hoping to enter NS asap. Have call cmpb. My enlistment period is next year march onwards. its freaking far. They told me to fax a letter to show that i've grad to them which i just did today. And i received the medical check up letter send by them. Amazing they do things really fast. i call and they send me the check up letter. den i fax today they call me 1hr later. They told me to book a date. after my check up they will slot me in to NS asap. This is called "do things beautiful". HAHA. Anyway, fuck SP Financial department and examination office. FUCK you for been so rude. I pay school fees late you make me stand that like an idiot for 5min while you sit there reading newspaper and ask me to wait. I ask qns on how to get the examination letter you all reply like fuck. it's like i own you 10million and still wanna borrow $1 from you. SNOB!

Soon it's going to be 2years with my GF. Time passes really fast. Was planning to go genting but someone cannot go. Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. But we are planning something in SG! And i think Parkway parade is a curse shopping mall! we go there sure will quarrel! haha! i was beaten up there once by Huo Yan Jia and once need to abandon my food to give chase to a Police! However the PP Swensen's ice cream Choco POP is SUPERB!

P.S - WHO WANNA GO EAT KAMPONG CHICKEN AT UPPER THOMSON WITH ME? IF WANT PLS TAG! IT IS REALLY VERY NICE! NEVER BLUFF YOU! I DRIVE LORRY GO!

2007-09-17T08:52:00.000+08:00

for my m'sia trip (Penang, Langkawi, KL, Meleka) pictures, please visit my friendster account through the link below. This service is proudly brought to you by Mr Leo Qi Xiang, Singapore Poly Graduate, IT Teacher in Yew Tee Primary School, drives mum company lorry which some look down as it is not a car!

Click Here

2007-09-14T12:04:00.000+08:00

Gloria Estefan - Reach ('96 Olympics Theme Song) Aspiring!

2007-09-10T13:12:00.000+08:00

okay anyway im back frm m'sia after 1wk there. wanted to post some pictures but donno why the internet connection very slow. maybe next post. now working at a IT Trainer at Yew Tee Primary. again im a teacher. It's very stress working as one at this school due to some confidential stuffs i cant say.

i'm really fat now and im now telling myself to play bball at ytcc every monday and thurs. sat maybe oso. last play bball was during march. now is sep already. abt 6mth never play. the most 1 or 2 time during that break. i jump really low, i cant shoot and worst. i layup i'll kick my own leg and fall down not once but twice. the last time it happened as when i jus start learning how to play bball at 16! last sat was like the worse, i kanna reject abt 3-4 times by diff ppl who im sure im better den them. really got motivation to get back the feel of bball. now im jus a guy who can defend well, get rebound but zero attack!

anyway yest sunday play my first csc bball match. my csc cashew seems not bad of a team with junrong(3point is easy to him), weitai(SBK), hongming(small fridge), guangfu(passing is easy), Ron(2 hand throw board slam dunk high flyer), weihai(gong jiu shou who chi lan di,zhengyuan(home united), zhang yi(SEA games shotput and one guy i forgot the name who they say very good but never play bball very long. anywhere derrick was actually playing for us but he got army commitment. too bad, one of my idols at tongwhye last time. and surprisingly i play well when i went down to play. got lots of rebound, it jus keep flying to me, shot abt 8 free throw score 4, total score abt 8points in my 1 1/2quarter playing. it's not alot but im happy cos my team is forward style play, they shoot miss i rebound, haha and i long time never play 5on5. my stamina is like fuck cos i keep panting. haha but anyway bball feel is back!

P.S - xuan don keep demoralise and demotivating yrself! you can do it! jus open up and be happy! xiang will support u! lets chat at playground again soon!

2007-08-25T02:38:00.000+08:00

im away at m'sia from 25/8/07. will be away abt 1wk. backpacking and hp have auto roaming. if anything happen please help me tell my family, my gf and my god-brother&sisters/cousins that i love them alot. im serious as m'sia crime rate is very high now.

2007-08-17T00:06:00.000+08:00

hi guys, my comp is spoilt. it cant boot up. shld be some problem with the motherboard and power thing. donno wanna save up and buy a new one cos it's always faulty here and there. most ppl comp spoil is becos kanna virus but mine is things spoil. using my sis laptop is awesome. i need to wait 10min for it to load. it will stuck at the welcome screen. anyway it's very old already. P4 1.6 and 256 ram. haha. no wonder she nowadays wanna use my comp.

anyway my hamsters has jus given birth to 8 babies, now become 7 already cos the guy ate one donno why. i woke up and was so happy to see the baby den turn and saw the guy eating one! omg. anyway i've separate them and the mother is taking care of the babies. planning to exchange 5 babies after 3 weeks with the pet shop at bpp for food. the babies b'day is 16/8/07 which is also on the day me and my gf 1year 10mth anniversary. i suspect the mother purposely give birth on that day. ha! if u believe in me.

having paper on 17 and 21. after that im free! bless that i'll pass and do well! but it's all up to me! huat huat huat ah! btw i've found a job through my friend cheeyew as a delivery man. drive their lorry and send goods till i get enlisted for NS. im not going back to teach IT at primary sch cos it's going to be school holi and i'll be jobless! and i jus rejected a 2mth job at cedar primary cos it's really too far for me. potong pasir. haha. delivery man Leo Qi Xiang.

2007-08-07T11:51:00.001+08:00

alot of things went through my mind this few days, my fyp, gf, friends and sports. my fyp has finished. the presentation was yesterday. the whole presentation was abt 50min when it was suppose to be 30min. luckily it was still ok and that i could demo the new window server 2008 which was still in beta version. the supervisor say he will give us at least a C. this fyp was really hard as unlike the next batch of my course, they choose between server or wireless to study unlike us when we need to study abit of this and that. i had only one module abt server and that was during year 2 sem 1 which i have forgotten everything being taught. the hardest part is that most of it was that i did alone. i've never being so stress in my poly life. rushing project which im not good in and working alone. my grp mates didnt turn up for project meeting if not is meet 1pm reach at 3pm. but everything is over and well thus its not worth talking abt it again. finally im going to grad frm SP!

as for my gf, i feel that she really loves me alot and i also loves her alot too. we have been together for 1yr 9mth 20days and she have been more understanding and thoughful. last time she watch too much love drama and except bf to send gf hm always, buy present, treat all this. but after she stead with me, i make her realise im not those dreamy bf she see and want in those love drama. im not rich, neither handsome and i don have my own transport now. she never broke up with me although im not her dreamy type of bf. now most of the time is go dutch, and if it's too late she wont let me send her hm but i still do if tmr i've no lesson or that i'll still have last bus to take hm. thanks for understanding xuan! now my family like my gf alot cos i always add in good words for her which is the truth la. my relative oso quite like her feel she is good to be my wife but they always say she is very short. haha! i choose gf/wife is character/looks and not height. if someone is tall but character not good sure die! my mum will have a hard time and you'll be stuck in the middle. LOL.

as for frens, hmm. i realise i does not have my own grp of frens to hang out with? my frens are always changing. im always joining this grp den suddenly no more and i'll be with another grp of frens. lower sec was with junhan, cheeyew, zhiming, bernard. upper sec was with ray, den sean den jietian and alvin. den poly was with alan, anthony, guojun, jinquan, gougou. den bball like val, xiuhan. den with val grp muz they all. now im without grp. haha. my mum always complain all this year why when she ask who im going out wif i'll say so many diff names. haha. i wonder my next grp of frens will be who. but one grp i've always hang out with all my life is my 5566 grp. which consist of my cousin. introducing goh xiangyou,goh siangwee,wongcheeheng and latest inclusion goh sianglu! imagine you wonder why its called 5566 cos most of the time is 5ppl but sometimes my syn peixuan will come if not jim gf hong zhili or special guest tan huifeng den it will be 6ppl.

im now offically in my fattest size all my life! i think im reach 90kg. my tummy is very big and i cant suck it in, and i run 2.4 finish the next day my thigh pain! i've not been training in gym or bball. supper alot. it has been 5mth since i last run or train. sunday soccer with my frens is not counted cos i play as a defender run very little. ha! as for my napfa test, ppl i did not get gold. i got silver. my station all chop chop leading to gold. the only thing is my 2.4! i run 12min! hai! D! u need to get all the station C den gold. my 2.4 got die! im really fat now and no stamina! pull up 7 times only. i feel im really heavy when i pull myself. sit and reach i got 42, shuttle run i run 9.3 den my grp ppl don believe cos they got 10.4+. im fat no stamina but still fast! actually its all abt technique. sit up i do 40. can u believe it? ha! standing board jump i think i jump 245. i did not get gold becos of my 2.4km. kao! thinkin of wanting go for another test but lazy! im gonna start playing bball and exercise after i grad! i hope i'll not be lazy and frens if u ppl jio me bball/gym/swim/soccer/ anything i say no becos im lazy pls scold me. thank you.

2007-07-10T02:55:00.000+08:00

Based on a true story, for the brave but not for the weak and timid.

one evening, an indian guy wearing turban named bob(real name not given to protect his identify) went to a famous western food restaurant for dinner. He was served by a friendly waiter called penki(real name not given also to protect his identify). Bob ordered his food and waited for it to be served. He ordered club sandwich. A waiter named 8733(real name also not given to protect his identify) served bob his dinner. bob was seating REAL STRAIGHT and LOOK DOWN MOVING HIS EYES DOWN ONLY at this club sandwich and complain straight that he saw curly hairs in his sandwich and was furious. 8733 immediately said sorry and promised to change a new one for the bob.

8733 and all the staffs in the restaurant checked the sandwich but couldn't found a single hair but they still changed the sandwich and served bob. but bob complain they were curly hair on his sandwich and very thick bush of it! 8733 changed it again, and again and again. bob still kept complaining that there were a big bush of curly hairs on the sandwich although 8733 kept changing new ones for him. then came penki and he walked towards bob with something in his hands and said: Hi sir, im afraid the hair you are seeing is your moustache, here is a shaver for you to shave your moustache and after shaving bob discover he doesn't see any curly hairs on the sandwich again.

2007-07-06T12:58:00.000+08:00

Pictures of NDP07 with xuan and her family & my hamsters which my beloved xuan got for me!

2007-06-27T15:57:00.000+08:00

陈冠希 - 记得我吗

(还记得我吗)我叫陈冠希跟我念一遍
(还记得我吗)什麽大声点听不见
(还记得我吗)记得我的电影唱片杂志封面
还记得我吗还记得我吗...

(还记得我吗)我叫陈冠希跟我念一遍
(还记得我吗)什麽大声点听不见
(还记得我吗)记得我的电影唱片杂志封面
(还记得我吗)就算忘记你不可能看不见

大家好我叫陈冠希
我不知道我的名字
你有没有忘记
你还记得我吗还记得我吗
已经过了三年你们等得辛苦吗
好久不见难道忘了我吗
封神榜已经做完该我出场了吧
开场准备好了吗这是第一幕
已经比你快三步我不会重复
总之唱片公司已经属于我
时装品牌是我潮流听我
不理八卦杂志讽刺也是我
你问我潮流是甚么
我!没错就是我
我叫陈冠希跟我念一篇
什么大声点听不见
记得我的电影唱片杂志封面

就算忘记你不可能看不见
我知道你们都好奇
三年来冠希到底去了哪里
问我不如先让英皇告诉你
通常被雪藏的歌手会哭泣
选择逃避可我没放弃改了措施
在娱乐商场玩企业性游戏
随机应变但是仍有人在怀疑
我不会做生意?
我正在帮levis做设计
连代言都是我的
现在要你们请留意我的好莱坞演艺
当你害怕会忘记只要重复放这首歌
就会记得谁是陈冠希

2007-06-27T03:00:00.000+08:00

i seriously hate it when ppl fall aslp on the bus. sometimes i do when im really tired but i make sure 100% when my head is fallin sideway i'll tilt up str. my tactics is if u're sittin nearest to the window, lean towards it. if u're sittin outside, try to lean outside instead of inside and open yr legs as big as possible so u wont fall off yr seat! and the reason i donno why ppl who is sittin beside me like to fall aslp. it has being the case of 3 times this wk. their shoulder will always lean against my shoulder and adding force to it. in the past i'll let them lean on me and will only move abit to wake them up if their head lean too. but now they lean awhile i'll move my shoulder and wake them! ha! and always when im sittin i'll open my shoulder broad liao. used to close them like abit hunchback.

sean jus came back from taiwan and he brought me a t-shirt and thats wat i called true frens man. although some frens like seldom contact, but you know that they are still there like agnes, cheeyew and sean. i know which are the friends i really shld cherish and which grp which i doesnt need to cherish them. i'll jus make use of them like they make use of me.

things i've learnt - you will only give something to your frens whom u feel really close. if those not close i'm sure u wont give to them too. so now i've learn something. if u wont give something to ppl, why shld ppl give something to u next time? u expect ppl to give u all the gd things but when u got gd things will u share it wif ppl? u always kb when ppl never share gd things wif u when u know abt it but why don u think abt the times u got gd things but u share wif others or for yrself only? think abt it. the problem is your character. you are a changed person, recall yrself now and the past.

2007-06-23T02:10:00.000+08:00

Im 22 this year, still not enlisted in NS as im still studying. My age batch have already finish their NS or finishing already, for those who have finished shld be either in university or working already.

recieved a warning letter from sp abt my poor attendance for one module. My mum blast me fiercely. She said that im so old already but still studying in poly, haven go NS, when i come out 24/25 already, my age batch have completed their university or working but i'll just have a diploma, worse is that i cant even get it cause i retain in SP. My mum look down on me, she said that im a disgrace to her, she cant show off her son like other mums, embarrassing to tell them i haven go NS and still studying and that Im stupid and useless, only know how to play computer games, if not is go out with friends till late. And why i always drive her lorry out, if i really wanna drive den buy my own transport and my sis is already working and giving her income. Im not angry after she said all this but its really disappointing to heard all this from my mum that she thinks of me like this

all the harsh word came out of her mouth, although i feel very sad upon hearing them but its the fact. I failed my exam in secondary and retain. come into SP still fail maths thus retain again. a guy that failed twice is hopeless. was actually preparing for dinner with my poly mates but in the end i didnt went, bath and went to my room till now. sorry guys that i didnt shown up. really no mood.

2007-06-22T17:14:00.000+08:00

DAMN COOL EMINEM MTV

Eminem HomePage

2007-06-20T00:47:00.001+08:00

went to sentosa last sat. great time wif xuan. first time only we 2 went to sentosa beach. it rain after we reached for awhile but luckily it was jus a small rain but however it was a long rain. ha! we start to build our sand castles! while we were building alot ppl walk pass stop and see. when we finished even got ppl come and take pictures! ha! next time mus charge $$! reach there abt 1pm+ build till 5+ den swim awhile head back vivo to eat! ate thai food in a restaurant but it really was not worth the $$. miss thailand sia! food and things so cheap! if i live there for 3mth i'll gain 5kg at least! ha! after eating xuan brought 2 hamster for me! equipment all buy from other shop cos its cheaper! example is the feedin bowl in the pet shop sell for $7.90 but i found a similar one for jus $2. it 100% same cos the stickers is the same. cannot wait for it to mate! ha! LOL. plannin to go down build sand castle again!

2007-06-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

as usual, went to sch to do my fyp. after that met up with xuan and went to suntec. walk around and went into carrefour to buy our dinner. i've always like carrefour as the things are really cheap jus that u need to stand up and eat. the food section is dammn cheap as usual. brought chicken rice for $2.30 only but still not full thus brought a omelette pineapple rice with honey chicken chop for jus $2.90! xuan brought along her own dinner box as she decided to go on a diet to slim down. jia you! no food after 7pm! less rice less noodle less flour made food!

nothing to do thus decided to catch a movie. the timing of Men in white ( gui ah gui ah)was jus nice thus we brought the ticket and watch it. not even halfway through the movie i feel like going out of the cinema. it is the first time i feel like walkin out of a movie. it is the lousiest, most stupid and total waste of money movie. the preview make it seems nice but the show actually sucks to the core. i rate it as the worst movie i've even seen. those kind you treat me GV gold class i wont even wanna watch loh. really cannot make it, guys please don go and watch the show. trust me. u'll regret it if u watch. it was meant to be a comedy but there was no laughter in the cinema at all. i didnt even laugh at all.

2007-05-28T00:30:00.000+08:00

finally i've blog again and this is going to be a long long post. always have the feel to blog while im outside when something happened or go through my mind but whenever i reached home i will feel like playing games. lately have been working 2 jobs thus not much time with my gf. but now sch holi mean no more IT trainer job and only left with runner job. need to acc my gf more cos she is really free now! in the future she wont be free cos she is goin to be a police woman! ha! cant you believe it! she say she is going to protect me which i donno how, she is 156 and im 183. shld be the another way round. realise i've not been home at night during friday and saturday and will be back home in the wee hours of the morning during the past 1mth+++. My friends always jio me out or there will be something on like b'day chalet or cousin outing!.

Val & Malays plus 1 superstar
new outing group with val & his sec frens. they are a bunch of happy go lucky guys are very steady one. go anywhere oso can but mus eat malay food. haha im not racist but jus that we share racist joke but it is jus for fun. outing with them always end up late like 4+. Its quite fun when most of the group is driving cos we can high beam each other, fake direction to lose those who donno the way, road hogging and more which i cant remember.

Anthony & 1784
got together becos we went to tingsin b'day chalet and den went supper. the vanning gang get together with alvin & alan. poor alan always need to sit behind! ha! Anthony has changed abit, but its for the better. He wont talk abt $$ so much and most of all his jokes never change but its still very funny!

Cousins
hanging out with them is the best, cos we are a family. family is confirm the closer one. went over to my cousin home to zzz twice or more. now the group has become bigger cos one of my cousin xianglu is sec 1 now but she is much more mature den her age group. we hang out for supper at woodland and head back to their home slack, play games, movies or just chat about life and problems. Jimmy suggest calling our group 5566 cos include another cousin huifeng but she is not always with us den our group will have 5ppl only with wee, heng, jim, lu and me. plus her = 6! somemore feng fav band is 5566. ha!

Weiguang & Steamboat
went out with my sec frens to steamboat. driving is alot better cos in the end don need to squeeze the bus and take mrt home. smelly all the way! me, alvin, alan, cheeyew, ray, kenny, old man, sean and of cos weiguang. was trying to fake alvin off as he is following me and does not know the route. in the end cant cos he driving car which is much faster. ha! den after that went geylang drank soya bean and head home. send them home and head back home.

went to ray home after bath for awhile cos jus opp my blk. imagine one person living in a 4-room flat with theatre home system and a big LCD wide screen TV, the fridge is never empty but always full of drinks, taiwan snacks and food food food! air con on like free and you can make noise at night and one thing we always do last time! watch soccer with the home theatre system on! you can hear those cheering like you're in the stadium! den he intro me a bball online game in taiwan. http://www.fsonline.com.tw guys can download the game from this web den create a character. we can play 1on1, 2on2, 3on3 in it with ppl online if not among us too. my char is Mp4e. anyway ray is a taiwan guy who im quite close with last time but now still like to kbkb him. really miss those days when we always go out!

Bernard & petrol van
another sec gang. the 85 group. i didnt know some van cannot use diesel and need to use petrol. ha! went to chomp pang nasi lemak, upper seletar and once we went lower selatar to catch monkey with weiguang, me, kenneth and bernard. quite fun cos i told him something my fren val did and we follow the same way too! off the lights when he enter the wulu carpark, approach a suspicious car with couple having sex in it and sound the horn. most ppl hear the horn will turn and look in the direction, not surprisly those ppl having sex! the guy look up naked as he was lying down and my fren immediately high beam! ha! the guy shock face and use his hand to cover his eyes! my fren continue to sound the horn and off we ran worrying the couple will start the car and give chase!

There were once we went to maxwell food market at midnight to eat the famous porridge and we saw ALOT of gays! and i mean ALOT! cos nearby tanjong pagar got alot gay pubs. they finish club or pub come eat supper! ha! the sight make me ewwwww!

2007-05-15T00:59:00.000+08:00

2007-05-11T00:22:00.000+08:00

i think i too long never kick soccer liao, den the touch is really not there. my touches really let me down man, and im so much fatter den last time, agility zero man! haha, now im adding weights on my tummy and no in gym! really lazy gym. im still able to carry the same amount of weights and cannot do the same amount of times like last time.

shall not miss anymore lesson! endure and faster pass! last sem liao! watch sm3 wif ming89 and alan. long time never go out liao with both! alan and me are planning to buy a soccer ball. budget is below $30. anyone wanna chip in and share tag at my board. sponsor greatly welcome!

next 2week going be IT Trainer again! donno is which school, teach wat. hope will be same school with my frens like han and nearby one!! $$$$$ i wanna go batam eat crab! and genting with px!

ming89, why change password, now alan han and me cannot use liao. change back leh!
han, don skip lesson la, last sem liao, endure!
val, good luck in your upcoming soccer cup, it seems like the team need attacker and not defender!
alan, please do not hate me, i know u coming 10years liao leh! gay cow!
xiao4, heard u now gym until very fit den sky and land not scare liao ah! dog eye see ppl low

2007-04-29T02:19:00.000+08:00

just return form a soccer trial. i've no feel for bball anymore and soccer is still the sports i like playing most. it's a totally new team and on the paper they wrote like they are a very strong team. we started playing a match against each other forming 2 team. everything was fine till my soccer boots stubs drop off one by one till it became a flat sole. it crack and every stubs is gone! it was a really old boots of mine used since i was sec 4 and the sole came off and and sock came off. end of the game. after the training they have a friendly match but i had to sat out their friendly game cos no boots! my leg size 12 cannot lend from ppl! i ask the coach may i came back next week and he replied yes very fast and walk off. he is unhappy as me and my fren sole came off and we are coming for a trial. that shldnt be happening! just like u got going to interview and yet you torn your resume.

anyway val did well in the 2nd half when he sub in. a low cross led to 1 asist for him and he manage to score a goal in the 3-0 win. after that he was boasting he shld be playin for man utd and better den c. ronaldo tat me n weejian cannot take it anymore and got off the car and share cab home. ha! the boasting and cab thing is fake. he really make an assist and score a goal. can see the coach is quite impress as the team got no left legged winger. me and weijian need to make an impression to make sure we get in the team next week. lim tong hai is my idol now! i'll try to be like him, become a good center defender but not one that score own goal!

2007-04-24T19:04:00.000+08:00

last sunday treat my family to dinner at Tea House Restaurant at China Square. The dim sum was really nice but the food i think it just normal. The bill was about $100 but i think it was worth it as it has been a long time since my family went out to eat together and it was my first time treating. My sis is getting married at the end of this year and i think we will have lesser time to go out in one family as she will have her family also liao.

Lately got no much teaching jobs. think my fren xiuhan and xiao4 stole my jobs liao. DAMN IT! shouldnt have intro them to the company. LOL. just kidding. cos now exam week plus school holidays coming. jobless! no income! really great that alan, xiuhan and xiao4 is working same company. cos we can go down get pay if not work together. its better den working alone. i am also working at olive tree restaurant at bugis. no motivation as teaching job earn me $12/h but as a waiter only $6/h. but i need to work as teaching not always have! work hard, study hard and play hard!

met up wif my sec frens banana and eagle last night. long time never saw them liao. den in msn suddenly banana ask me come out chat. i was thinkin very long never see him liao den i oso miss bullyin him. ask him to wait for me opp senja lrt he go stop and wait for me infront of bpp. den i board his van keep kb him all to the way to meet eagle. den we went to eat chong pang nasi lemak. the people cooking different. but the food and of cos chicken wings is still shiok. saw our sec sch gal which banana like last time. den again i keep kb him.

after that nth to do den they keep ask me suggestion go where. i name alot den in the end head down to my favourite. jurong hill! haha. i kb if the van cannot go up the hill den eagle get down. LOL. really like to hang out with my sec frens. can kbkb and its lots of fun. left the hill after 20min den head home. when i alight den eagle sit infront. and before i go of cos mus bully banana again. i took a tissue from his van den ask eagle siam and call banana. once banana turn his head i throw the tissue den hit his nose. LOL. damn funny. den he wanna use van to bang me.

my sec frens although they don like to study but they are a bunch of good guys cos they think they gangster den always tok abt brother brother thing which make me wanna laugh. btw, banana look like lee guo huang. haha. eagle look like liang zhi qiang. HA!

2007-04-19T01:01:00.000+08:00

just reach home from cycling. Today we travel a longer distance den last time when we stop at end of bukit timah road. Today me , val and 4 travel to bugis to eat dinner, on the way see aqua and old granny positute. really feel like puking. along the whole alley got about 6 stalls, all is sell dildo, condoms and sex toys. donno why singapore got this type of places and cannot believe it. granny positute.

after bugis we went smu and took some pictures. shall post when i get it. haha! after that went down orchard road and cycle around. the feeling is strange cos i used to take bus there and now im cycling! after that head down holland village and went back home. damn tired but fun. good exercise. i suggest we cycle long distance once per mth but 4 say he want once per week. i think cannot ba due to free time and only we 2 got bike. val borrow it from fren but its troublesome. 2 guys cycle is damn gay, unless its with my LAO den its okay =)so if you're my fren and you love cycling and exercise and you are without bike, its time to save up $500 and buy one!

btw, me and my LAO has been together for 1year6mth. my longest gf. times really flies. have been through happy, sad and angry times. but my love overcomes all. not sweettalk ah! shall cherish and hold onto, do not wait till its gone den regret!

2007-04-17T16:24:00.000+08:00

here i am, blogging again at pei xin primary.

now im in the lab, finally having a rest. have been teaching from 9am till 330pm. touchtyping for 3 classes and photoshop for one. I was quite nervous when i was assign to teach photoshop as it was what i learn when i was year one and haven't really been playing with it since then. luckily all the problems they ask im able to solve, like lasso tools, custom shape tools and blending of pictures.

of all the 4 classes, none gave me any troubles. They were well behave and attentive to my amaze. Everytime i teach a class that is new to me, i tend to tell them my lab rules and act fierce! think got use ba. This is my method. think alan way is act like gangster.

amazingly! this school has the same design as my primary school! can you believe it? 100% same! feel like im in my primary school! lianhua lianhua what a glory school. This school is very old liao thus i think last time MOE find the same designer for all the schools in singapore ? or is the school under the same boss who open the franchise. LOL.

though a full day work in school pay is not that good, im still willing to work. would you work for 2h per day only when the pay is $12/h or work 8h when you get $45 only. pang gang now! byebye!

2007-04-05T10:01:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging for a long time, last time used to like everything that happened to me on the blog, but now really don feel like it. There are some things which i down not like to share like my love life and other problems.

Work:
was actually working at a restaurant inside intercontinental hotel as a waiter, but now i found another job as a IT trainer. starting i wasnt so confidence of me teaching as im a lousy student whose grade is way below the average, how am i going to teach? haha. nevertheless i gave it a try as the money was good. was posted to cck pri/pioneer sec/montfort junior. taught touch typing, microsoft words, premiere, robotics & flash. was posted to montfort junior for the longest time. 1mth. i had a really great feeling working there. a place in the staff room, makes me really feel like teacher and not jus a IT trainer who need to stay in the lab no matter there is lesson or not.

I had to help the teachers film their lesson, help the school create a playing cards game, film and interview ex-montfortian for the school 91st anniversary video and make a badminton video during my fee time as i need to teacher from 8-130. den 330-530 got robotics if not is premiere lesson. i caught 3 p5 kid grabbing a p1 kid and beat me which i gave them the hairdryer taught by me from fergie. i make fren with one of the p5. he as abit physco. LOL. everybody call him a physco. and i always nag at him as he was inside my permiere class.

The teachers there are ALL very kind. its been a long time since i feel the warmth of human. really. as i work at alot of places before, none have been like this. they treat me very good. helping me, stopping at my desk to chat with me, and i always find food on my table, like cakes & chocolate which i don know which teacher put. thus i left a thank you note on my desk. they was one teacher whom i help her once, and she brought me fish & chips and a cup of watermelon and place it on my desk for my lunch. when i finishing teaching and went back to my desk i was so shock. on the last time, i recieved gifts from teachers! i recieve a beautiful metal case of a house with famous amos cookies inside, a box of chocolate, a box of taiwan jelly plums and some chocolate and sweets. awwwwwwwwwwww. human warmth. some teacher tht i was leaving the next day thus never brought my gifts. LOL

2007-02-27T17:06:00.000+08:00

BMI Calculator

Your BMI is 24.8.

You have a moderate risk of getting heart disease and diabetes. The healthy BMI range is 18.5 to 22.9.

BMI (kg/m2)(for adults) - Risk of Heart Disease and Diabetes

27.5 and above - High Risk
23.0 and 27.4 - Moderate Risk
18.5 and 22.9 - Low Risk (healthy range)
Less than 18.5 - Risk of nutritional deficiency diseases and osteoporosis

Singaporeans have been found to be at risk of developing heart disease and diabetes at BMI values of 23 kg/m² and above.

Knowing your BMI will give you an early warning to take action to lower your weight to reduce your risk, and to seek medical advice if your BMI exceeds 23 kg/m²

Try it -> BMI Calculator

-----------------------------------------------------------

I NEED TO LOWER MY BMI! need to minus 1.8! i don wanna get heart disease and diabetes! think i too fat liao. slimming process starting for me!

2007-02-27T10:05:00.000+08:00

okay now im at pioneer sec to be TA (shld be trainer assistant). reach at 8am finish at 530pm. somemore must wear formal. sian. today woke up at 630. really hate waking up so early. nth to do. sit inside lab surfin net. recall my sec life. hope time pass fast fast!

2007-02-16T10:40:00.000+08:00

currently teachin IT in cck pri. teachin pri sch kids is sooo much fun, esp pri 1 kids. haha. keep callin me mr leo mr leo. walk from the front of the classroom to the back and back to the front non stop during the 1h 30min lesson. as i was helping others, some of the kids will come and put me to their laptop as they need help. it jus make them so cute and harmless. and i know that they wanna learn thus keep askin prob.

now is break time cos class cancel due to that class haven finish their work. whenever i mark attendance those kids are so noisy but i jus keep funny cos they are so cute. kid - mr leo may i go toilet ? me - sit down first, haven mark your attendance! kid - ok! ahh hahahah. donno why they so happy one. they keep wanna go toilet if not is drink water.

got some kids pri 4 and 5 liao but is much shorter den those kids their age. they keep kanna bully one cos they too cute la. small size. haha. ok my next lesson startin soon. update more. kids are so much fun!

2007-01-21T12:20:00.000+08:00

a couple of singaporean jokes, enjoy!

#1

Ah Lian ask shopkeeper: Eh Ah chek, u got sell stocking up to knee, boh?
Ah Chek : Lu siao ah! stocking wear up to 'yeo' (waist) only, where got up to the 'nee'(breast) one.

#2

Ah Beng bought a Honda VTI recently and drove to Ah Lian's place to show it to her. So there Ah Beng was bragging the various functions of his new car to his girlfriend.

"This is ah, so fast even the Mata Chia cannot catch ah!"
"Ha! Really ah!!! Steady lah!" said Ah Lian.
"Some more hor, this is Automatic one, vely easy to drive!"

So Ah Lian said, "Let me try! I wan, I wan!"

So Ah Lian took the driver's seat and shifted the gear and floored the & accelerator. The next moment, the car sped backwards and crashed into the lamp-post.

"Alamak! What u doing? U Siao Char Bo! U see lah! Wah Piang eh!" screamed Ah Beng.

"Solee, solee, pai sah lah! No lah, I tot hor, "R" for racing mah!"

#3

The Titanic was sinking, and there weren't enough lifeboats. So the captain had to persuade male passengers to jump into the icy waters to make room for women and children.

To the British he said. "You must act like gentlemen." They jumped.
To the Americans he said, "You can be heroes." They complied.
To the Germans he said, "It's the rule." They obeyed.
To the Japanese he said," It's the consensus." They obliged.

Then came the Singaporean and they just weren't budging until he came up with the appeal: "Free life jackets for those who jumped."

#4

Once upon a time, a group of Ah Bengs stepped into a lounge and wanted the DJ to play the song "Ah Cheng Buey Ro Ti" (In Hokkien means Ah Cheng buys bread). The DJ told them that they only have English songs and told them to re-select another song. The Ah Bengs were very angry and kicked up a bigfuss, claiming the DJ was insulting them. The manager had to intervene in order to calm them down.

Finally, after long talk with Ah Bengs, the manager found out that Ah Bengs actually asking for the song "Unchained Melody" by the Righteous Brothers.

#5

One day, two Ah Lians got into a lift from the 20th storey and want to get down to the ground floor. As they looked at the dial, they could see the number 20 down to number 2. It was then followed by a G. As they not English-educated, they were puzzled and had no idea what does the letter G mean. Suddenly one of them exclaimed excitedly and hit G. When they finally reached the ground floor, the other Ah Lian was so impressed and asked the first Ah Lian, "Wah low!!!, how you know one?" The first Ah Lian reply smugly, "Easy lah.. G for Gero mah..."

2007-01-14T13:28:00.000+08:00

someone is coming back frm china after spending abt 3-4mths over there on the 26 this mth. its on friday and her flight will reach sg abt 10pm. when she reach see her liao mus quick take mrt hm cos she will be going hm with her family. hope my cousin remember that she promise to send me there and back! haha. i went to m'sia 5days without her thus she decided to leave for china for 5mth. but think the attachment ended early. she is xiao qi xuan, panick queen, kan chiong queen but she is my love =)

btw the ivp is over for me. we lost to np by afew points and to smu to abt 10points. we're out already thus the last match against nyp doesnt make a diff. i think i've prove to my doubters that im able to defence against taller, bigger and stronger guys and is able to get that rebound. i think in both match i play quite well. although i didnt score much, i got plently of rebounds which im amazed too. i don jump high and its the hard work i put in like boxing out and being hardworking under the basket. and somemore my right thumb was injured and swollen due to an accident but i still play on. though it affected my shooting and freethrow. in total i score only 6points in both match, miss 6 out of 6 freethrow, but im really happy with my defence and rebounds.

ivp ending mean i wont be seeing much of my sp teammates. but hope im able to keep in contact with alan and sean. exams is coming and its time to be hardworking! play hard over and now its study hard!

2006-12-24T14:35:00.000+08:00

hmm, seriously i does not know its really down to sheer luck or their strong determination that always see chelsea losing den in the last 15 or 10 min of the games they can score to win or snatch a draw. maybe they always pray to god, pai di gong or tu di gong and offer them riches! hahaa. anyway this paul scholes goal is WOW! im watchin this match and its a corner kick. think is defender clear then the ball fly damn high into sky den fallin down to abt 30yards from the goal post and paul scholes str away ram the ball without letting it drop onto the ground and went it goes off in the upper pole. PRO MA ? btw, merry christmas!

2006-12-23T16:30:00.000+08:00

yest mornin woke up got headache thus never went gym. afternoon met up with sean as he say he nth to do ask got any activites not. jio him go beach road walk walk, ate the famous fried kway tiao there. not bad. head down to parkway parade to look for gloves. but too bad the one i wanna buy no longer in stock. went to eat the famous katong laksa. the standard like drop leh. after that head down to queenstown shopping center as sean wanna buy present for his gf. after that walk to old queensway market to eat the famous fried kway tiao. the Q is damn long. and the waiting time is too long. decided to give up q-in and ate others. the person infront of me got his fried kway tiao after abt 45min of q-in. strong determination! walk to commonwealth mrt and took mrt home. reach home abt 1010. walk the 10pm channel U show. getting more and more dragy and naggy. jus a boliao post

2006-12-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

Poor Dad, Rich Dad

Poor Dad: Child, work for a Cooperation.
Rich Dad: Child, owns the Cooperation.

Poor Dad: Son, be a Smart Person.
Rich Dad: Son, know how to hire Smart people.

Poor Dad: I cant afford it.
Rich Dad: How can i afford it?

Poor Dad: Son, Study hard so that u can find a good company to work for.
Rich Dad: Son, Study hard so you can find a good company to buy.

Poor Dad: Child, the reason i am not rich is b'cos i have u kids!
Rich Dad: Child, the reason i must be rich is b'cos i have u kids!

Poor Dad: Son, when it comes to money, play it safe, do not take risks.
Rich Dad: Son, Learn to manage risks.

Poor Dad: Our home is our largest investment and out greatest assets.
Rich Dad: My house is a liability. If your house is your largest investment, you are in trouble.

Poor Dad ---> Struggled to save a few dollars.
Rich Dad ---> Simply create investments.

Poor Dad ---> Teaches his child how to write good and impressive resume so he could get a good job.
Rich Dad ---> Teaches his child how to write strong business and financial plans so he could create jobs.

Poor Dad: I'll nv be rich.
Rich Dad: I'm a rich man! Broke is Temporary. Poor is Eternal.

Poor Dad: I'm not interested in money. Money doesnt matter.
Rich Dad: Money is POWER! I don't work for Money, Money works for me.

$$$ is life

2006-12-11T19:50:00.000+08:00

seen by over 3million world wide, watch this and tears will fall. base on a true story, a 4min clip "Can World's Strongest Dad"

2006-12-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

$$$ is very important in this world. you are judge by it and of cos you judge ppl on it. is $$$ more impt than health ? to share with u that in singapore, older generations choose to die than to fall ill. why? costly medical bills which low income ppl have problems paying, therefore health is greater than or equal to wealth.

could you rather have a rich bf/gf who can pamper you with gifts, take you out on expensive date to posh restaurant, drive you around in their car or bike, or a poor one who has no $$$ to pamper you with gifts, need to work and does not have any transport ? im sure most of us will choose the first one.

some ppl are born in a rich family and thus their child will be rich too. once you pass your license, yr family allow you to drive the car anywhere you wan, better still buy one for you. when you were young your family will drive you around, fetch you. those kids from poorer family just need to take the bus home, rain or shine. i used to admire those kids whom parents drive them to school. well, i never got that service b4 but that's life.

rich ppl will often say they are not rich, which i donno why, might be that they are humble or just that they doesnt wanna tell you how rich they are. nevertheless i come from a poor family. i admit sometimes i really do feel affected and feel inferior. but i've learn to cherish what is there for you. just think abt those less fortunate.

as they say, $$$ talk louder than words and who ever has the most $$$ talk louder. this society is liddat.

im sure alot of ppl will do anything for $$$. young kids working at a very young age. those acting in porn i think might be due to them needin the $$$? cos i guess no one will want this type of 'fame'. anyway i've decided to work part time next sem, no more bball and get a bike license. even if my parents don allow i'll still go ahead. i need the transport as im lazy to travel and my family is unable to support a car.

2006-12-04T01:33:00.000+08:00

just now after finishing my project, i went through blogs and find a blog of my kss junior. it is full of their prom night pics. and boom! memories filled my mind. i became lookin through my friendster of my kss mates. sure regret on missing out on so many things in sch.

i miss those attention on me which i got from bball which i must admit. but now i don miss bball thus it doesnt matter. however i miss those secondary school days. was thinkin and waiming came to chat with me abt the sec sch things. he said

(shall take abt 1min-2min to read)

Ming89 -> ai ya
Ming89 -> its like that one la
Ming89 -> you take things for granted
Ming89 -> when the thing is over
Ming89 -> you start to look back
Ming89 -> in your case
Ming89 -> i assume you regret doing or not doing something in your sec school life right?

Me -> of cos is not doin
Me -> haha

Ming89 -> shouldn't you been doing something more meaningful?

Me -> like ?

Ming89 -> study better?

Me -> actually i didnt regret that
Me -> cos after i retain i know more friends and start playin bball
Me -> and it change my life in sch

Ming89 -> no la
Ming89 -> cause maybe now qualifications won't affect our life

Me -> i was a bad student always with gangsters in school and outside den and alot ppl don like me, like teacher and those study smart student
Me -> ok
Me -> after i retain i stop goin out with my those fren and start playin bball
Me -> and i became famous in sch not for the wrong reason but for all the right reason
Me -> i miss those attention i got in sch
Me -> don u ?

Ming89 -> fame
Ming89 -> its just temporary stuff

Me -> im sure u love attention too

Ming89 -> its like sex actually
Ming89 -> the climax doesn't last long
Ming89 -> so
Ming89 -> i dun really care much bout fame
Ming89 -> if i really have den so be it

Me -> ..........

Ming89 -> i won't actually do something to make myself famous

Me -> u're hopeless

Ming89 -> no la
Ming89 -> its like next time you in army
Ming89 -> den you tell other people
Ming89 -> "eh my basketball very good, i got go in u-18 squad before"
Ming89 -> then the person reply "so?"

Me -> its not abt bball !
Me -> i say in the sch !
Me -> u like know everyone
Me -> its was sooooo much fun

Ming89 -> oh okay
Ming89 -> true la
Ming89 -> in sec school
Ming89 -> like got some priviledge
Ming89 -> but now different

Me -> isnt it sweet the teacher keep praise u ?
Me -> and they use u as a good example ?

Ming89 -> eh yup
Ming89 -> i actually like that
Ming89 -> cause i'm not very well know in class to get good grades
Ming89 -> so whenever the teacher praise
Ming89 -> me
Ming89 -> i surely will laugh at my frens who get lower scores den me

Me -> see ?
Me -> u miss those attention

Ming89 -> ai ya
Ming89 -> this thing last forever one ma
Ming89 -> next time go work
Ming89 -> the boss praise you, you also song ma

Me -> isnt it sweet almost the whole sch know u ?

Ming89 -> school isn't as perfect as you think

Me -> school is bigger den workplace

Ming89 -> so?

Me -> u prefer to be someone who is large in life or someone so small that when u tell ppl u're frm a place and they doubt u

Ming89 -> large in life
Ming89 -> i mean school isn't bout earning money
Ming89 -> in this world who earns the most money
Ming89 -> will be the most famous person
Ming89 -> the most intelligent, most atheletic, prettiest or most good-looking

Me -> i think u're becoming materealistic guy
Me -> haha

Ming89 -> won't get you to nowhere
Ming89 -> fact la
Ming89 -> its not materialistic
Ming89 -> money is really important
Ming89 -> tell me what thing cannot be exchange with money
Ming89 -> not such things right

Me -> memories

Ming89 -> ah crap
Ming89 -> many of my memories could have been better if i got lotsa money
Ming89 -> right

Me -> oh ya
Me -> u still own me $10
Me -> LOL

Ming89 -> huh
Ming89 -> when
Ming89 -> knn

Me -> dou jiang you tiao

Ming89 -> got meh?

Me -> got
Me -> u no $
Me -> i lent u eat

Ming89 -> ok
Ming89 -> i think i remember le
Ming89 -> next time if got chance to meet you
Ming89 -> i return you

Me -> i saw u yest
Me -> u walkin hm
Me -> listening to yr mp3
Me -> wearin white tee

Ming89 -> i no mp3
Ming89 -> i think my bro issit
Ming89 -> i at my fren's house
Ming89 -> NOT ME NOT ME NOT ME

Me -> swee boon izit ?
Me -> LOL

Ming89 -> val again
Ming89 -> aiya
Ming89 -> you all also never go out together
Ming89 -> of course i must find otehr fren to go out ma
Ming89 -> eh
Ming89 -> think i going to sleep le
Ming89 -> next time go out
Ming89 -> call me please
Ming89 -> alright

Me -> k

hmm, waiming is kind of hao lian guy which i guess most of his friends also knows(LOL) but now he don really like fame too. hmm. strange ah? but however just like xiuhan says, pls do not laugh at him, he is my friend. oh ya, and we talk abt $ thing he wanna go zz liao and blame us for not asking him out. liddat how val? ming89 abandon his yewtee gang xiao4 and alan liao. to be continue....

PS - some chats have being deleted or edit to safeguard we man msn chat privacy
=)

2006-11-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

okay lets recall.

my b'day have past abt 1wk+. my gf send me a belt all the way from china! haha! pro ma? but i think its becos she wanna tie me down? haha. but however, the belt to long! im not so fat! the hole not enough, i mus go punch some hole in it ba. anyway i think im not a really good bf. not caring and alert enough to notice all those small but significant things. christmas and new year eve is coming and its really cold there. where will i be? syn pei xuan is playin with snow there! mus take care! always fallin sick! sorry!

btw, this shi xin huey song is nicee ! i like the beat!

2006-11-24T00:19:00.000+08:00

here is the time again, when i lost the feel for bball yet again. i think i've miss quite a few of bball training due to rain, training cancel, exam and becos i skip. abt 3wks without playin and i don feel like playing for sp anymore. i don even miss playing bball. last time i got sick of it was always i was sian of training but still wanna play bball somewhere like ytcc but now i don even miss playing once my fav bball!

haha, seriously the sp coach doesnt motivate me to train hard and play well for him. it is something due to me too but i feel that a coach must motivate their player and make them feel that the coach believe in them. i don feel motivated by this coach neither do i feel he believe in me. i believe he practices favouritism and he doesnt dare to use and try players too. most of his club players will agree with my saying.

the only coach i miss playing for is laoheng and ah joe. they motivate and believe in me. they will talk to you one on one what is that you're not doing up to standard and will correct you. the way they talk motivate you and make you feel he believe in you. you will wanna play well for him and for yourself. and if they bench you, you need to find the reason, the first is that there is something they dont like in you, most reason is your playing style or just that you're not good enough. admit it and train harder. prove to him you can do it as the time pass and you will have much playing time. you can approach them to ask what you need to do too. they will tell me seriously and not anyhow think of something and tell you.

and sadly im not playing for either one of them. i'll continue playing for sp as my friends are still there and its my last competition with them. but seriously i prefer playing at ytcc with my friends against others. no training and somemore it is playing for myself. unless i find a coach whose saying motivate me and i feel they believe in me again.

2006-11-23T00:23:00.000+08:00

hmm, my b'day have passed. not many ppl realise it, unless they had checked their friendster or email that day ba. most of my friends saw the friendster alert and then realise its my b'day and thus sms happy birthday. i used to find it meaningless and mean nth. but i now feel that it's an effort shown that they realise or know its my b'day. well better den those that didnt contact me.

this is the first time since i was sec 1 that i didnt recieve any present. hmm, maybe im a mother fucker thus alot ppl hate me den don care abt me liao. well i did recieve my gf present send frm china. but i need to go to the post office to collect as i was not home when they came. another was a hongbao frm my sis. other den that might be my dad going out to buy kfc for dinner on my b'day when it was raining very heavily. was planning to go out with my family but the rain was really jus too big.

thanks jimmy my dear cousin for asking me out but it was raining too heavily and i was lazy to go out. he was the only one that asked. brothers for life! no one celebrated for me like the past few years when my friends asked me out or come my hm with a cake when it jus pass midnight and was my b'day. i didnt celebrated for myself. actually wanna organise bbq or chalet or something but till to some problems which i think those close to me will realise and know ba den in the end nth was arrange. nth special on my b'day. jus another day and it had pass. there are more things to look forward to =)

2006-11-21T19:25:00.000+08:00

although this show is 2003 one, quite old liao, but i just watch it on chn U. show and song damn nice!

2006-11-20T16:28:00.000+08:00

lately insomnia has struck me again. donno why. i feel very tired but i just cant zzz. i try sleepin at 4+am i woke up at 9+ unable to zz back. my bed is VERY hard. my dad say this type of VERY hard bed cos it good for the body. thus he brought one for my sis and me. my sis one is the normal size and height of bed but mine is twice the height of those normal bed! its VERY VERY hard. plus cos its thick and lying on it make me feel very hot. somemore the fan is unable to blow my upper body as it is attached above my bed! argh! wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep

i think i've zz on it for 1year but still cant adapt. my mum say its becos i go gym nowadays den my body very hard also den lie on the bed become VERY VERY VERY hard! but i will continue zz on this VERY VERY hard bed + VERY hard me = VERY VERY VERY hard bed as i don wanna waste my parents $$ buyin a new one. unless can trade in this bed la. LOL

MST finish den suddenly feel weird as i got nth to do. my comp games all completed if not is play till sian. i ask my fren out but ALL not free. I think I got alot of friends but I don't hear from them. i ask ppl out. not free(alan), do presentation(xh,x4), got friendly(xh,val),go out(lardy,x4,val). i think i kanna rejected more den 10times from thursday to sunday. everyone i ask rejected me! stay hm for 3 days till sunday finally got ppl free!

so i went to play bball and i sprain my ankle! lucky is minor as i manage to twist it back! somebody is cursing me! is it u alan? and oh ya, my gf is angry cos i went out on sat 11pm+ to shoot bball! im jus too bored. cos i was late liao and i really need to go thus didnt acc her chat on the fone! its my fault.

2006-11-14T21:52:00.001+08:00

now i know why sg gangster gf are mostly cute girls. in taiwan also. LOL

2006-11-14T14:26:00.000+08:00

it's the period to be emo again. think of it i've grown up, and so does those around me. life have different patch of period, different patch of friends and different patch of feeling. im a guy that chooses friends. maybe too choosy. i don like to go out with lan jiao kia. =)

my first patch of close sec friends before i retain - some have now got married (shotgun), serving NS, working, still a gangster or he/she still wasting his life aimlessly in shopping malls. out of some many i think im in contact with chong chee yew.

my 2nd patch with the class i drop into - its donno i find them too "ai mei" or that their character is not really those i like. trying to outdo one another to be the most handsome or popular guy. gambling till no $$ and borrow from ppl. its fine to borrow $$ from ppl as long you return but its no the case for them. we don share the same views in life. im only in contact with alan chan qing ling, alvin tan yue wen and sean toh wei en.

my poly click - hmm i think im not even with this click as i became a forward module when i was year 1. i jus sucks totally in maths. no matter how much i studied i'll still find in difficult. now im year 3. although when we see each other in sch, we jus make causal chat and go. one guy whom i really like to be with before he became a lanjiaokia has drop out of sch. now the only one im in constant contact with is BIRD! jacen lim wei qi. he is a friend who u don like to be cos he always fuck life, fuck $$ fuck this fuck that but he still kanna fuck up me! thats why we are frens in poly.

bball frens - i mix around with alot bball friends but most is bball friends only. in tongwhye we are bball frens. in poly oso bball frens only. think only sec sch fren den is more friendly ? now my bball pals are val leong, leong xiu han, leong wai ming and xiao4. they share the same view as me ba i think. in term of bball and food. thus we got go out too, to eat, gym or bball. hardly bball fren so close one.

cousin - jimmy goh siang you. where are you? his lifestyle changed thus we not always in contact liao as he need to serve NS, go clubbing, gym. plus now he got bike liao always jio gals out.

gf - syn pei xuan is still in china. sad to say this but i really feel no pressure on sat night compare to last time as i need to acc her to church on sunday. its discipline for me when she is back. and of cos i miss her, so ppl don keep asking the qns as the ans is obvious!

everybody has changed and grown up so does me! who will be lasting as fren with me all my life? i wonder my parents still have any contacts with their sch mates or friends. im jus thinking which one of my frens will be getting married. be sure to invite me! i'll give hongbao!

2006-11-11T12:46:00.000+08:00

hmm, lately really nth to do. was checking my email and my young cousin ask me to help her in editing her blog as there were some error in it. after finishing editing for her, suddenly i have the urge to edit too in the same time brush up my skills which is abit lost. haha.

my attachment webbie --> http://www.meds-tech.com/ 100% self design by me! its not really a nice web but since they like it can liao. LOL

and ta ta ! this is my so called new blog. its kind of plain but nvm la. was just playing with the basic html codes, not much is done jus that i added in 2 new boxes, change the color and add in this new pic slideshow program. too bad last time my com crash alot more pic is gone. all this pics are the memories in me, hmm think mus take more pic now so next time grow up can look through and for the great memories too !

2006-11-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

hmm, now im missing my gf here in sg. think she is the only one that i can talk to and will listen to me without interrupting me. haha. things is not going my way lately. my temper seems to back and i vent my anger at my mum jus now when she kept calling me during bball training. every tue and thur i'll have training but she still call and ask where im in a shock tone why im not at hm.

when i reached hm first thing i did was to hug her and say sorry. think she understand ba. coach ask me to play forward cos he said im the lousiest center in the sp team. i really feel like laughing but i accept it ba. if im lousiest den why u kept putting me play during the tournment ? LOL? im the shortest thus it make me out of size in the paint. short = lousy. tall = good. hmm as now he ask me to play forward, it mean a total new ball game plan for me. jus now during training we were training shooting and i miss my first 4shots. and he ask me u miss 4shots liao right ? i replied ya. he replied liddat how to play forward. i was thinking u were the one who ask me to play forward. its not me who said i wanna be a forward.

maybe i shld jus quit bball ba. that is no coach who understand my best playing position now. no player who really believe in what im able to do if you decide to tag with me during play. gone were the days when the coach have faith in me, not matter who we are playing. gone were the days when im playing in a team who believe in each other and share the ball. believing in each other that each one of us in the team can do the job. but always after training i look back on our training, i think its a team of raw gems. its jus unpolish. without the simple foundation of passing, defend and teamwork. its all individual, be it in defend or attack. everybody is doing on their own. no help in defend. no teamplay in attack. i don see us doing a few passes and someone is open for a shot. i don see a forward passing the ball to a center and the center hold the ball and pass back while pushing into the paint and the forward return the pass for the center to score.

i don see a simple triangle offence, simple pick and roll, over loading one side to attack. i don see forward coming down 180 to shoot. i only see 2 forward at 45 and 1 at 90 while 2 center in the paint. ball to center its gone. forward miss pass if not attack without passing. the offence really sucks. the defence oso sucks. i think the whole thing cant slide ard defend. thats no telling of teammates who is going to screen him. left or right. thats no help side. go pass one ppl = str open to basketball. we are like a la lakers, boston celtics or 76ers. with only i guy getting the offence going. some may say he is solo. but he is really the only one who can consistently score against teams. so ppl who kb him solo or what shld look at yr ownself and start bucking up. and not kbkb and still miss pass and no offence.

as for center i think we all sucks. ppl is sayin us center do it on our own. i think its true too. ball to center means we will force up the basket. we are too rush. ppl double team we still jus attack without passing the ball to a open teammates. where is the teamplay ? im at fault too as i do this sometimes. we hold the ball to long without passing, wasting the shot clock. we don box out, okay yes we did. but can we say we box out the correct way ? or at least say we box out in a way the guy is unable to jump and challenge u for the ball ? in a clean way too ? i doubt it. in training we get the ball cos we are too lazy to fight for the offence rebound. the whole team is not serious in training. we are divided into diff grps. we are not bond as one like nyp. although they lost their center. the whole team still have a diff game plan. their team spirit is high. they share the ball, and with a diff gameplan they still is able to fight.

i think if gary is injured, i cant imagine how we are going to attack. we will be looking like a bunch for mindless bee as they say it, not knowing what to do. if we look at np, tp, nyp and rp, they have diff grps of ppl scoring cos they share the ball, believe in each other. sp ? i think we are a bunch of individual who think we are good. its the me in the game, the 1on1, the insolation. we don share the ball. forward and center are playing for themselves. we shld start looking at us in the mirror and correct our fault. and not saying bad things abt others when they are at fault!

diff grp of ppl in the team say bad things abt another grp of ppl when they are together. hai. i really hate this feeling man. when i in diff grp i heard things abt the other guy who is not with this grp and in another grp hear another type. i don care if anyone gossip abt me. maybe some of the team ppl is saying qx is so weak shldnt be playing starting 5 in 2 or 3 games. why he so lousy still play so much all this blah blah. maybe some have told the coach and thus the coach think im lousy too and thus drop me into forward ? playing as a noob forward will sure mean bench time for me. i consider not playing for sp liao but there is too much for me to think abt. this has not happened to me b4. kss we were a team. tongwhye youth we were so strong though we doesnt come frm the same sec that we still go out together. sp year 1 we were so bond that we will organise training within ourself if not is tok cock. miss those days man when the team is really a team.

although we are a team of motherfucker talk abt ppl bad things behind his back one, this don like this playin style, that don like this attitude, i really hope all this training will strengthen our bond and make up play better in the upcoming IVP. put our diff away. this is my last year. i shall continue playing. really regret not playing when i was year 2 when yunhui, zhenglong and leeteck was still playing. i shall endure and not live to regret.

ps - this post im not talking abt individual. its abt the SP bball team! hmm, are we a team ?

2006-10-08T19:33:00.000+08:00

lately nth interesting happened. goin bball training, playing bball tournament, same old routines. things are quite ok between us. jus now the hp bill of hers reach $130 or $150 which i forgot. donno why so high cos we never chat using that sg line of hers. at least is one sms per day. after that change to using international sim card for her and me using international calling card. actually calling which other quite exp. my calling card seems to eat my calling time. it say im left with 5hr left. i chat for abt 10min. next time i call it will say im left wif 4hr 30min+. its always never rite. cheap my $!

suddenly im sian of bball again. i think i play bball so that i can meet up my fren or at least i'll have something to do. my right eblow is injured. the joint is stiff. everytime i strengthen it using force it hurts. its on and off. when its on i'll not have much strength shooting bball or carrying weights. i hurt it while carryin weights last time. think need to see sinseh str after the bball tournament. its a small thing which has become a big thing. hai. shld have see a doc asap last time.

sch starts and its usual, going to class late 10min the latest. of all i hate the language modules the most. its the most boliao and waste time one. always need to talk, form small grp and discuss things. like sec eng lesson. makes me wanna zz only. lucky its the last time im taking it. lastly words for my frens. some though we know each other not really long ago, really happy to know u all. one is i know for very long but never contact until now. one is the one that intro me to this new frens.

xiuhan - fight on in life and bball, you're maturing in a fast pace. pursuits your dreams
val - don give up on bball, u're still young. don live to regret. be more enthusiastic
alan - although alot ppl don like u in bball zone, u still got us. u're a better man now.
xiao4 - actually u sing okay liao but don need always sing in my face. be more confident
waiming - pls mature and don fight. sex drive high. be more humble.

the list is not draw to scale and ranking is in a random order.

everything is going to change after i grad from poly. although still need one more extra sem. life will never be as slack as now. i need to go ns. after that is work. hai. how i hope to become a baby with this mindset now. den im a smart baby who know what shld i do to become rich and famous!

2006-09-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

as i walk home from cck to bp today, listening to my mp3. my mind thought of the past, present and future. and suddenly i realise im an emo guy.

2006-09-23T12:05:00.000+08:00

hmm, my gf is in china for about 2wks liao. still got 4mth+ then will see her. she always changing international card and i cant contact her cos donno which one she is using. sometimes her hp is not with her as she is charging it with a aunt there. the whole building of hostel has only one power point plug. can you believe it ? everyone who want to charge need to pass to that aunt who will turn take to charge it till its full and change to the next one! what a job! oh ya can someone tell me if i sms her in china how much for one sms? and if she call me do i need to pay?

what makes me angry is that im always calling her at night from 10+ to 1am in the morning and i cant get through! cos she never change the card! if not she is outside with her frens enjoying herself. i cant reach her. worrying abt her. den i sms her sg line. she reply and said she was waiting for me to contact her and will call me later after she finish eating supper with her frens. she call me at 2am+. kao. its fucking late liao and im so tired that night but i waited for her to call. pissed off too cos i called frm 10pm+ till 1am+. and of cos i scold her for being inconsiderate as i was so worried abt her and cant contact her and yet she is enjoying herself and still dare to say she is waiting for me to contact her! Kao. she know how to contact me anytime but she never! make me really dl! f!

and yest when i call her again the telecom say the line is not in use. she change card again? ok i jus have to wait. i wait till 12am+ she still haven contact me. thus i sms her to give me a miss call. she did after awhile and i call her back using idd card which is cheaper. on the phone she keep chat with me halfway den tok to the fren. i tell her can concentrate on me and she said sorry and at the next moment she tok to her fren again and make me wait on the line for at least 5sec. calling her is exp and my parents isnt really happy i call her everyday. she keep asking me to wait for a few time after i warn her and i jus hang up the phone. cb i call her so exp and yet she like treat it normal. she spend so many hrs there with the fren ask her concentrate 5min with me to chat oso cant.

she den sms me sorry yet again which im really sick of it. everytime she do something wrong she jus say sorry and do it again. and oh ya. she don wanna sms me cos its exp! and thus if she never contact me i need to sms her cos call her always cant get through cos she change number! yet she told me she is always sms-ing her sis or mum in singapore. hai. im not in her mind liao. sms me exp. sms others can. wont call me. mus i call her. call her she don concentrate. den say sorry and do it all over again and sorry comes out again.

2006-09-07T01:05:00.000+08:00

I Can't Accept Not Trying : Michael Jordan on the Pursuit of Excellence

Goals
Step by step. I can't see any other ways of accomplishing anything. When I got cut from the varsity team as a sophomore in high school, I learned something. I knew I never wanted to feel that bad again. Each time I visualized where I wanted to be, what kind of player I wanted to become and I gained a little confidence every time I came through. Take the small steps. Otherwise you are opening yourself up to all kinds of frustration. All those steps are like pieces of a puzzle. They all come together to form a picture

Fears
I never looked at the consequences of missing a big shot. Why? Because when you think about the consequences you always think of a negative result. I realized that if I was going to achieve anything in life I had to be aggressive. I had to get out there and go for it. I don't believe you can achieve anything by being passive. I know fear is an obstacle for some people, but it's an illusion to me. Any fear is an illusion. You think something is standing in your way, but nothing is really there. What is there is an opportunity to do your best and gain some success. Failure always made me try harder the next time. Sometimes failure actually just gets you closer to where you want to be.

I think fear sometimes comes from a lack of focus or concentration, especially in sports. If I had stood at the free-throw line and thought about 10 million people watching me on the other side of the camera lens, I couldn't have made anything. So you relax and perform. After that you can't control anything anyway. It's out of your hands, so don't worry about it. I can accept failure. Everyone fails at something. But I can't accept not trying. It doesn't matter if you win as long as you give everything in your heart and work at it 100 percent. Game is not about winning or losing it is about whose heart is bigger

Commitment
I don't do things halfheartedly. because I know if I do, then I can expect halfhearted results. That's why I approached practice the same way I approached games. You can't turn it on and off like a faucet. I couldn't dog it during practice and then, when I needed that extra push late in the game, expect it to be there. My sophomore season at North Carolina turned to be my best in college because of that there were all kinds of expectation during my junior year. What I tried to do was come out and live up to those expectations.

Coach Smith called me in one day and showed me two films, one from the beginning of my sophomore season, the other from the beginning of junior. They were totally the opposite. I was looking for shortcuts and that wasn't how I got there. I still had the desire, but I had lost my focus. You have to stick to your plan. A lot of people try to pull you down to their level because they can't achieve certain things.

Teamwork
Talent wins game, but teamwork and intelligence win championship.
It seems our society tends to glamorize individual levels of success without taking the entire process into consideration. There are plenty of teams in every sport that have great players and never win titles. Most of the time, those players aren't willing to sacrifice for the greater good of the team. I would rather have fine guys with less talent who are willing to come together as a team than five guys who consider themselves stars and aren't willing to sacrifice.

Fundamentals
Fundamentals where the most crucial part of my game in the NBA. Everything I did, everything I achieved can be traced back to the way I approached the fundamentals and how I applied them to my abilities. I don't care what you are doing or what you are trying to accomplish. You can't skip fundamentals if you want to be the best. The minute you get away from fundamentals, whether it's proper technique, work ethic, or mental preparation, the bottom can fall out of your game, your schoolwork, your job, whatever you are doing. When we understand the building blocks, you begin to see how the entire operation works

Leadership
I've always tried to lead by example. That is just my personality. I never led vocally. I never really tried to motivate by talking because I don't think words ever means as much as action.
If you don't back it up with performance and hard work, talking doesn't mean a thing. A leader can't make any excuse. There has to be quality in everything you do.