Thursday, January 01, 2009, 11:39 PM
Spend my countdown at huilin's home with Xiao4, Alan and their friends. Really thanks Xiao4 for inviting me and alan to the potluck although it was kind of awkward as everyone there was from their secondary school. haha. I didn't wanna go far, just don't feel like it. Totally have no feel to countdown to 09. We were chatting and I was saying things like we are like old ? No longer wanna go town to countdown and squeeze with ppl, take first bus/mrt home. haha.
My friends jio me potluck/powerhouse/siloso/marinabay/zouk and i choose the first one. Today I ask ard and was surprise quite a number of my friends also countdown at ppl home potluck-ing! LOL. It's quite nice and fun actually. Thinking of organising one myself, but think need to pack up when it end is abit turn off. I'm enjoying staying home lately, slacking ard doing nth, when im bored of my comp i'll move outside and switch on the tv, nth to watch will come back infront of my comp. Really resting well at my home.
I've start to gym more. Hope the motivation will last. Monday, Wednesday and Friday run in my camp plus 2 days gym per week. Not gonna buy protein though. Lately I've open up more, try to make more friends in life and to get closer to everyone ard me. Get out of my comfort zone like my dearest Bro/Cousin aka Niam Kay King(NKK) Jimmy always say. Life will be more interesting and fun in that way.
My mind is full of thoughts and questions. Really feel like sitting down and chat with someone who will listen to me. But it seems all my friends are too busy or don't really care abt guys talk. If a girl they sure free. !#$%?^&*. Guys is always bias. haha. Miss the carefree days in M'sia with NKK. Although i'll be waken by him at 10am as he think it's 12pm+ already and his niam-ing no matter where we go, it's still a very fun trip. Didn't wanna come back so soon. Planning for next trip!
Start of 09, hope my signing on paper work will be done faster. It's getting too slow. Gonna work hard ahead! Now my mum is not driving the company lorry anymore and has change to a van which has no insurance thus I cannot drive! So friends, at night dont need to call me out for supper if you got no transport or ask me longbang stuffs anymore. Changing to a 2 wheel transport soon!
