all or nothing

Tuesday, December 30, 2008, 6:38 PM

Lately feeling very tired, at night im very energetic. haha. Quite busy with my life too, dont wanna stay home as i feel it's very waste of time. Was at home during Christmas eve as i was suppose to be on duty the next day but last minutes i decided to change with my friend as my family lunch at a restaurant on Christmas day.

God Sister/Cousin Serene Goh Siang Lu aka cute1994, Me, Cousin Tan Hui Feng aka Babytan and Jimmy Goh Siang Youuuuuu aka Niam Kay King

My 2ND uncle whom they say lookalike me, same height same face difference hair though.

Jimmy , Me and Lim Chong Heng aka sobheng

Me and my ah ma who took this picture with me reluctantly. haha

Me and Yin Yi! one of my fav small cousin. He once walk ALONE to the arcade from downtown east chalet. Came back kanna F. LOL

Relatives enjoying their lunch.

my family Brother in law Weilun, Sis Qi Jia, Me, Dad Leo Chin Jee and mum Lim Ee Hua with ah gong ah ma. They are all under my care, see my arm.

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Chevrons Family Day, my army platoon. Not full Plt as alot ppl on leave/left/don bother to stay behind for photo taking. look on the left bottom, suhardi was so afraid i would really kiss him. haha.

Derek and Suhardi DRUNK at 11am. They were drinking orange juice.

MP Command Bball Champ, never even break a sweat, waste time. LOL.

Ben Tay, Ali, Ji Kwang, Me and Lucas at Minds Cafe opposite Parklane. Had a great time there! Thanks Lucas for always organising outing for us. LOL.

The 3 winner who found the gold, Ben, Ji Kwang and me.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008, 11:58 PM

This thursday 25th Christmas day, i'm on duty in camp. How cool and lucky i can be man. Just need to accept the fact. Many people said that it's better than kanna-ing the eve of such a day. But it will be over soon. So when you people are out there having fun, must remember becos got people like me who sacrifice for the safety of you all and singapore. LOL

Went to Fitness First with lucas jus now. Had fun and "da kai yan jian" for me with the facilities and services provided if you're a member. But i'll consider it as too expensive compare to the nearby $2.50 gym thought the services provided there is WOOO! Currently on a diet of eating soup stuffs such as yong tau fu or fish soup as it contain less fats when im eating outside.

Soon, at the end of this year i'll have no more transport to use, am thinking seriously of getting a bike license now. There will be alot of No and few yes in views.

Monday, December 22, 2008, 2:06 AM

back in SG already. Ended my short trip as my cousin Jimmy need to attend to something on Sat. Had a great relaxing time though.

We're Loving It

Jus reached, 7am

SHIOK but fattening

Their HDB

Cheap and Good!

I went from New York

to Hongkong

Finally, I arrive in Kuala Lumpur

This guy no government one, his father own the road.

KL Zouk

Die Die Mus Try!

More pictures at my Facebook

Tuesday, December 16, 2008, 2:11 AM

I'll be going Kuala Lumpur tmr. Taking a one way bus trip there. going to relax and think abt life, will be buying the bus ticket back SG when im done. latest is christmas eve back as i've duty on christmas day back in camp. have auto roaming so will be contactable.

Tuesday, December 09, 2008, 12:53 AM

3 years 1months 23days, total of 1150 days

I've ended my relationship with my gf. This coming Dec is Christmas and as a christian will have alot of event and sessions as to celebrate the birth of Jesus if I'm not wrong. Over the time we're together, she will ask me to attend some of it and I feel very stress. I'm a free thinker and she want me to convert as one before I can marry her and I promised that. I've been asking myself alot of times all this years whether I can really convert to Christianity and that I truly believe it in. I've try to read the bible, ask my friends abt it and attend the services with her. But my answer is still no. I can convert but if my mind is not true to it, it's pointless. My parents is pro Buddhism and even if i convert, our child need to be Christian and my parents will never agree with that and i'll be in a tight spot.

Lately we've been arguing alot over alot of things be in small or big. Difference views and opinions. We've no places to go and nth much to do together. I know I've let you down and I miss out on a very good wife but my mindset is still not marriage as now is career mind for me. I therefore hope that you'll be able to find the bf who is a christian and able to accompany you to all the church and Christianity events which you have told me and long for and I'm unable to fulfil it making you feel lonely. I've given up the challenge and battle to become a christian and I hope you understand. I'm really sorry to have hurt you.

I know I'll regret in the future but if i end now the pain will be smaller compare to later stages of our relationship if I still isn't a christian. I can swear and assure you that I've not cheated on you in our relationship all this time we had been together and it's not because of a change of heart in me and I've really really enjoyed my time spend with you. Really hope we'll still keep in contact and remain as best friends like in the past. You'll always be a part of me.

Monday, December 08, 2008, 11:50 AM

Lately was lazy and busy to blog abt my life. Coming to end of year thus need to settle this and that with lots of changes in my work. Another year ending with another new start of a year and life continue. Shall let pictures do the talking. Below is some of the pictures. More is in my Facebook account.

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