Tuesday, August 07, 2007, 11:51 AM
alot of things went through my mind this few days, my fyp, gf, friends and sports. my fyp has finished. the presentation was yesterday. the whole presentation was abt 50min when it was suppose to be 30min. luckily it was still ok and that i could demo the new window server 2008 which was still in beta version. the supervisor say he will give us at least a C. this fyp was really hard as unlike the next batch of my course, they choose between server or wireless to study unlike us when we need to study abit of this and that. i had only one module abt server and that was during year 2 sem 1 which i have forgotten everything being taught. the hardest part is that most of it was that i did alone. i've never being so stress in my poly life. rushing project which im not good in and working alone. my grp mates didnt turn up for project meeting if not is meet 1pm reach at 3pm. but everything is over and well thus its not worth talking abt it again. finally im going to grad frm SP!
as for my gf, i feel that she really loves me alot and i also loves her alot too. we have been together for 1yr 9mth 20days and she have been more understanding and thoughful. last time she watch too much love drama and except bf to send gf hm always, buy present, treat all this. but after she stead with me, i make her realise im not those dreamy bf she see and want in those love drama. im not rich, neither handsome and i don have my own transport now. she never broke up with me although im not her dreamy type of bf. now most of the time is go dutch, and if it's too late she wont let me send her hm but i still do if tmr i've no lesson or that i'll still have last bus to take hm. thanks for understanding xuan! now my family like my gf alot cos i always add in good words for her which is the truth la. my relative oso quite like her feel she is good to be my wife but they always say she is very short. haha! i choose gf/wife is character/looks and not height. if someone is tall but character not good sure die! my mum will have a hard time and you'll be stuck in the middle. LOL.
as for frens, hmm. i realise i does not have my own grp of frens to hang out with? my frens are always changing. im always joining this grp den suddenly no more and i'll be with another grp of frens. lower sec was with junhan, cheeyew, zhiming, bernard. upper sec was with ray, den sean den jietian and alvin. den poly was with alan, anthony, guojun, jinquan, gougou. den bball like val, xiuhan. den with val grp muz they all. now im without grp. haha. my mum always complain all this year why when she ask who im going out wif i'll say so many diff names. haha. i wonder my next grp of frens will be who. but one grp i've always hang out with all my life is my 5566 grp. which consist of my cousin. introducing goh xiangyou,goh siangwee,wongcheeheng and latest inclusion goh sianglu! imagine you wonder why its called 5566 cos most of the time is 5ppl but sometimes my syn peixuan will come if not jim gf hong zhili or special guest tan huifeng den it will be 6ppl.
im now offically in my fattest size all my life! i think im reach 90kg. my tummy is very big and i cant suck it in, and i run 2.4 finish the next day my thigh pain! i've not been training in gym or bball. supper alot. it has been 5mth since i last run or train. sunday soccer with my frens is not counted cos i play as a defender run very little. ha! as for my napfa test, ppl i did not get gold. i got silver. my station all chop chop leading to gold. the only thing is my 2.4! i run 12min! hai! D! u need to get all the station C den gold. my 2.4 got die! im really fat now and no stamina! pull up 7 times only. i feel im really heavy when i pull myself. sit and reach i got 42, shuttle run i run 9.3 den my grp ppl don believe cos they got 10.4+. im fat no stamina but still fast! actually its all abt technique. sit up i do 40. can u believe it? ha! standing board jump i think i jump 245. i did not get gold becos of my 2.4km. kao! thinkin of wanting go for another test but lazy! im gonna start playing bball and exercise after i grad! i hope i'll not be lazy and frens if u ppl jio me bball/gym/swim/soccer/ anything i say no becos im lazy pls scold me. thank you.
