Saturday, June 23, 2007, 2:10 AM
Im 22 this year, still not enlisted in NS as im still studying. My age batch have already finish their NS or finishing already, for those who have finished shld be either in university or working already.
recieved a warning letter from sp abt my poor attendance for one module. My mum blast me fiercely. She said that im so old already but still studying in poly, haven go NS, when i come out 24/25 already, my age batch have completed their university or working but i'll just have a diploma, worse is that i cant even get it cause i retain in SP. My mum look down on me, she said that im a disgrace to her, she cant show off her son like other mums, embarrassing to tell them i haven go NS and still studying and that Im stupid and useless, only know how to play computer games, if not is go out with friends till late. And why i always drive her lorry out, if i really wanna drive den buy my own transport and my sis is already working and giving her income. Im not angry after she said all this but its really disappointing to heard all this from my mum that she thinks of me like this
all the harsh word came out of her mouth, although i feel very sad upon hearing them but its the fact. I failed my exam in secondary and retain. come into SP still fail maths thus retain again. a guy that failed twice is hopeless. was actually preparing for dinner with my poly mates but in the end i didnt went, bath and went to my room till now. sorry guys that i didnt shown up. really no mood.
