i seriously hate it when ppl fall aslp on the bus. sometimes i do when im really tired but i make sure 100% when my head is fallin sideway i'll tilt up str. my tactics is if u're sittin nearest to the window, lean towards it. if u're sittin outside, try to lean outside instead of inside and open yr legs as big as possible so u wont fall off yr seat! and the reason i donno why ppl who is sittin beside me like to fall aslp. it has being the case of 3 times this wk. their shoulder will always lean against my shoulder and adding force to it. in the past i'll let them lean on me and will only move abit to wake them up if their head lean too. but now they lean awhile i'll move my shoulder and wake them! ha! and always when im sittin i'll open my shoulder broad liao. used to close them like abit hunchback.
sean jus came back from taiwan and he brought me a t-shirt and thats wat i called true frens man. although some frens like seldom contact, but you know that they are still there like agnes, cheeyew and sean. i know which are the friends i really shld cherish and which grp which i doesnt need to cherish them. i'll jus make use of them like they make use of me.
things i've learnt - you will only give something to your frens whom u feel really close. if those not close i'm sure u wont give to them too. so now i've learn something. if u wont give something to ppl, why shld ppl give something to u next time? u expect ppl to give u all the gd things but when u got gd things will u share it wif ppl? u always kb when ppl never share gd things wif u when u know abt it but why don u think abt the times u got gd things but u share wif others or for yrself only? think abt it. the problem is your character. you are a changed person, recall yrself now and the past.
Saturday, June 23, 2007, 2:10 AM
Im 22 this year, still not enlisted in NS as im still studying. My age batch have already finish their NS or finishing already, for those who have finished shld be either in university or working already.
recieved a warning letter from sp abt my poor attendance for one module. My mum blast me fiercely. She said that im so old already but still studying in poly, haven go NS, when i come out 24/25 already, my age batch have completed their university or working but i'll just have a diploma, worse is that i cant even get it cause i retain in SP. My mum look down on me, she said that im a disgrace to her, she cant show off her son like other mums, embarrassing to tell them i haven go NS and still studying and that Im stupid and useless, only know how to play computer games, if not is go out with friends till late. And why i always drive her lorry out, if i really wanna drive den buy my own transport and my sis is already working and giving her income. Im not angry after she said all this but its really disappointing to heard all this from my mum that she thinks of me like this
all the harsh word came out of her mouth, although i feel very sad upon hearing them but its the fact. I failed my exam in secondary and retain. come into SP still fail maths thus retain again. a guy that failed twice is hopeless. was actually preparing for dinner with my poly mates but in the end i didnt went, bath and went to my room till now. sorry guys that i didnt shown up. really no mood.
went to sentosa last sat. great time wif xuan. first time only we 2 went to sentosa beach. it rain after we reached for awhile but luckily it was jus a small rain but however it was a long rain. ha! we start to build our sand castles! while we were building alot ppl walk pass stop and see. when we finished even got ppl come and take pictures! ha! next time mus charge $$! reach there abt 1pm+ build till 5+ den swim awhile head back vivo to eat! ate thai food in a restaurant but it really was not worth the $$. miss thailand sia! food and things so cheap! if i live there for 3mth i'll gain 5kg at least! ha! after eating xuan brought 2 hamster for me! equipment all buy from other shop cos its cheaper! example is the feedin bowl in the pet shop sell for $7.90 but i found a similar one for jus $2. it 100% same cos the stickers is the same. cannot wait for it to mate! ha! LOL. plannin to go down build sand castle again!
Tuesday, June 12, 2007, 11:44 PM
as usual, went to sch to do my fyp. after that met up with xuan and went to suntec. walk around and went into carrefour to buy our dinner. i've always like carrefour as the things are really cheap jus that u need to stand up and eat. the food section is dammn cheap as usual. brought chicken rice for $2.30 only but still not full thus brought a omelette pineapple rice with honey chicken chop for jus $2.90! xuan brought along her own dinner box as she decided to go on a diet to slim down. jia you! no food after 7pm! less rice less noodle less flour made food!
nothing to do thus decided to catch a movie. the timing of Men in white ( gui ah gui ah)was jus nice thus we brought the ticket and watch it. not even halfway through the movie i feel like going out of the cinema. it is the first time i feel like walkin out of a movie. it is the lousiest, most stupid and total waste of money movie. the preview make it seems nice but the show actually sucks to the core. i rate it as the worst movie i've even seen. those kind you treat me GV gold class i wont even wanna watch loh. really cannot make it, guys please don go and watch the show. trust me. u'll regret it if u watch. it was meant to be a comedy but there was no laughter in the cinema at all. i didnt even laugh at all.
