Thursday, November 23, 2006, 12:23 AM
hmm, my b'day have passed. not many ppl realise it, unless they had checked their friendster or email that day ba. most of my friends saw the friendster alert and then realise its my b'day and thus sms happy birthday. i used to find it meaningless and mean nth. but i now feel that it's an effort shown that they realise or know its my b'day. well better den those that didnt contact me.
this is the first time since i was sec 1 that i didnt recieve any present. hmm, maybe im a mother fucker thus alot ppl hate me den don care abt me liao. well i did recieve my gf present send frm china. but i need to go to the post office to collect as i was not home when they came. another was a hongbao frm my sis. other den that might be my dad going out to buy kfc for dinner on my b'day when it was raining very heavily. was planning to go out with my family but the rain was really jus too big.
thanks jimmy my dear cousin for asking me out but it was raining too heavily and i was lazy to go out. he was the only one that asked. brothers for life! no one celebrated for me like the past few years when my friends asked me out or come my hm with a cake when it jus pass midnight and was my b'day. i didnt celebrated for myself. actually wanna organise bbq or chalet or something but till to some problems which i think those close to me will realise and know ba den in the end nth was arrange. nth special on my b'day. jus another day and it had pass. there are more things to look forward to =)
