Friday, November 24, 2006, 12:19 AM
here is the time again, when i lost the feel for bball yet again. i think i've miss quite a few of bball training due to rain, training cancel, exam and becos i skip. abt 3wks without playin and i don feel like playing for sp anymore. i don even miss playing bball. last time i got sick of it was always i was sian of training but still wanna play bball somewhere like ytcc but now i don even miss playing once my fav bball!
haha, seriously the sp coach doesnt motivate me to train hard and play well for him. it is something due to me too but i feel that a coach must motivate their player and make them feel that the coach believe in them. i don feel motivated by this coach neither do i feel he believe in me. i believe he practices favouritism and he doesnt dare to use and try players too. most of his club players will agree with my saying.
the only coach i miss playing for is laoheng and ah joe. they motivate and believe in me. they will talk to you one on one what is that you're not doing up to standard and will correct you. the way they talk motivate you and make you feel he believe in you. you will wanna play well for him and for yourself. and if they bench you, you need to find the reason, the first is that there is something they dont like in you, most reason is your playing style or just that you're not good enough. admit it and train harder. prove to him you can do it as the time pass and you will have much playing time. you can approach them to ask what you need to do too. they will tell me seriously and not anyhow think of something and tell you.
and sadly im not playing for either one of them. i'll continue playing for sp as my friends are still there and its my last competition with them. but seriously i prefer playing at ytcc with my friends against others. no training and somemore it is playing for myself. unless i find a coach whose saying motivate me and i feel they believe in me again.
