Wednesday, July 26, 2006, 11:46 PM
hmm, i think bball is really not interesting to me liao, sp training, wai wei training and going down ytcc to play. im sick of sp training, cos actually i think we are not strong too, unlike my year one where the team was very strong which motivate to me train hard. wai wai the team hao ting is say we are a bunch of strong player without a team getting together to play but to me i think its a team that get together cos all of us got no team who want us or to play.
i feel sg bball, in order to win, u need to be smelly which i don like, if the guy play dirty by swing the elbow at you, as you jump place his leg below hoping when you land you'll sprain your ankle, trash talking or simply just keep pushing you around. if you're able to endure all this, then i really wanna say your temper is really good.
talking about temper, i realise my temper has really very hot lately. i get angry easily and dare to vent my anger now unlike last time where i always keep it inside me. maybe i have become my petty or xiao qi in chinese but i think its all really up to me. im the one controlling myself. after the 3on3 on monday which i was push and elbow by my opponent which was my sp bball teammate, i was fucking dulan which lead to me losing my cool and in the end the game. after the game i couldnt even shake their hand but after awhile i became calm. they say its becos my team (mao quan) started it first thus they start playing liddat. anyway we are a team and its jus a 3on3 thus i had no hard feeling.
lately my $$ is really not enough to use, all those plan to save and shrimp has been forgotten. i borrow $ and return back $. really hope my pay will come fast. feel that i really let px down cos we need to go dutch if not she pay for everything when we go out lately when other couples its always the guy who pay all. i need to pay for bus concession and hp bills myself which every mth is $82. mean i got $212 to spend in a mth which is really not enough for me as i eat out quite often due to bball trainin. poor me, poor bf, poor px to be stuck wif me this poor guy.
my studies hasnt really been good. receive 5 warning letters out of 6 modules. then check sch email telling us there has being an error with the system as sp this sem change to scan card to mark attendance. thus i don even know which module i really below 75% ! due to this, i've been attending all lesson. haha. really need to study for this coming sem exam. scare might kanna kick out or repeat module which i really don one.
lately brought a swimming pants and have been to swimming abt 3 times the last wk. really feel shiok. felt relax and cool. my body became tanned. at least now i know wat to do if i've long break instead of going hm or heading to gym.
Wednesday, July 12, 2006, 12:43 AM
practical & materialistic world produce practical & materialistic people.
like what chi xing said , if u are down, no one will be around
meaning they look down on u but when u're high up there, ppl will be ard to lick yr legs
wake me when september ends
