Thursday, June 08, 2006, 12:17 PM
when i woke up this morning, i suddenly feel very lost. looking through my friendster, i browse through my frens account. alot of them has changed in their life. different frens, diff sch, diff lifestyles.
as i look through some of my ex-tongwhye teammates pic, which they jus went to m'sia to play, im kind of jealous and thinking why im not there. so many new faces in the team but still alot familar faces. but i think even i go back oso think no chance to play ba.
and now there is this coach who think highly of me, it has been soooooo long since someone look up on me instead of down. he ask me to join his team for 3rd division cup. im still wondering. shall i make the switch, i cant go back to tongwhye again. and its a level drop.
tongwhye is still in my blood. although many people don like lao heng, but to me he still command my respect. cos he is the one who train me when i was 16 and is a noob, give me many chances to play in competition to improve, fetch me to training and back home frm training when my mum suspect and don allow me reach hm late, took me out to eat and play.
and there is ah joe, he oso help in coaching me, scolding me and teaching me move. always challenging me to qie him or kiao him. last time he was my under 18 coach and has totally faith in me. i always remember once he always told me im not playing to standard even though i was scoring 20+ points. somehow i feel i could get better jus now im lazy. maybe sometimes one shld be selfish. but i like been a role player.
actually now i oso like those ex player, maybe those who comment abt me is right. i wont reach my standard of the past. im jus hiding at ytcc oso, jus like them. keep thinking abt the past can liao.
as for the my sec sch kss, i think i still miss my sec sch somehow, the lifestyles is so relax, jus play and play and somemore i was kind of popular in sch? bball was peak? 6pack? now is totally the opposite. LOL. memories stay with me forever.
