Thursday, June 29, 2006, 11:00 PM
news report yest, singapore family average earn abt chinese $5600 mthly, malay $3600 and indian $5200. my family only $1000+ cos my dad jobless like long time and only my mum working but seems like he is not looking for any job or cant find. my dad jus stay hm watch dvd korean show. haha. but becos he always hm den i holi now we becum closer cos i buy and eat lunch wif hm. den got chat oso. but i think the saving is running up.
average singapore family travel overseas at least once a yr, i have not even travel to m'sia wif my parents before! let alone to other further country ! hai, why liddat. i cant even imagine my dad driving me to here and there. why i see ppl my age or children get ferry here and there. so gd ! but they still kbkb and thinks its nth. but i think is big thing. kids after sch got maid or mum come fetch. den i need to go hm myself. why !! early in the morning go sch myself, ppl got mum fetch.
den i came even go downstair. i see things i like but my mum say no $ to buy for me. its being years since my mum and dad went shopping. cos no $$. but how come so many yrs we never spend much still no $ ? the rich get richer while the poor get poorer. my mum told me when i was young we got no $ thus everything need to save.
last time she was earning the same now still same, den my dad no $ so stay hm watch dvd. i need to work part time now. sat and sun cos i think maybe don take $ frm my mum as she struggle to gif me $. but my gf angry cos i cant go church on sun! hai. both ways oso doom. but $ is really a thing that u need to have like alan say, no $ no say, no $ no talk, no $ ppl look down !
i realise i don like to study. no motivation to study. like a private student. go sch alone, call fren see who free acc me lunch, if not one den go bball court sit alone if not skip the afternoon lesson go hm. exam need to study alone, lesson cancel no one tell u. i need classmates to ask me out study, but blame me for becoming forward student. i now in poly like jus to play bball if not is for face only loh. hai.
im lazy to go gym now. cos no $ buy supplement gym like still liddat. although the figure better but i think no use la. wait till got $$. suddenly i think i continue play bball cos i don wanna lose to ppl, but don like those lousier den me last time now better. my com 256 ram only den got no dvd reader. i use com sometimes will auto restart cos virtual memory too low. but no $$ to buy !
aiya i oso donno wat im writing, seems so childish. no $ in this world , ppl will look down on u.
my pride is too high, i wan face oso. hai. i get jealous easily. i really fed up of life. fuck it. fuck it fuck it !
Tuesday, June 20, 2006, 12:38 AM
A woman wanted to reach her husband on his mobile phone butdiscovered that she was out of credit, She instructed her son to use his own phone to pass across an urgent message to his daddy who was on site. After junior had called, he got back to mummy to inform her that there was a lady that picked up daddy's phone the three times he tried reaching dad on the phone.
She waited impatiently for her husband to return from work and upon seeing him in the driveway, she rushed out and gave him a tight slap, and she slapped him again, for good measure. People from the neighborhood rushed around to find out what the cause of the commotion was. The woman asked junior to tell everybody what the lady said to him when he called.
Junior said "The subscriber you have dialed is not available.Please Try Again Later"
Wednesday, June 14, 2006, 4:47 PM
i think its time to realise that im jus a normal and average player now, instead of a good player like last time. bench is the place for me.
i think its time to realise that im not a attentive bf, jus a lousy and lazy bf.
Thursday, June 08, 2006, 12:17 PM
when i woke up this morning, i suddenly feel very lost. looking through my friendster, i browse through my frens account. alot of them has changed in their life. different frens, diff sch, diff lifestyles.
as i look through some of my ex-tongwhye teammates pic, which they jus went to m'sia to play, im kind of jealous and thinking why im not there. so many new faces in the team but still alot familar faces. but i think even i go back oso think no chance to play ba.
and now there is this coach who think highly of me, it has been soooooo long since someone look up on me instead of down. he ask me to join his team for 3rd division cup. im still wondering. shall i make the switch, i cant go back to tongwhye again. and its a level drop.
tongwhye is still in my blood. although many people don like lao heng, but to me he still command my respect. cos he is the one who train me when i was 16 and is a noob, give me many chances to play in competition to improve, fetch me to training and back home frm training when my mum suspect and don allow me reach hm late, took me out to eat and play.
and there is ah joe, he oso help in coaching me, scolding me and teaching me move. always challenging me to qie him or kiao him. last time he was my under 18 coach and has totally faith in me. i always remember once he always told me im not playing to standard even though i was scoring 20+ points. somehow i feel i could get better jus now im lazy. maybe sometimes one shld be selfish. but i like been a role player.
actually now i oso like those ex player, maybe those who comment abt me is right. i wont reach my standard of the past. im jus hiding at ytcc oso, jus like them. keep thinking abt the past can liao.
as for the my sec sch kss, i think i still miss my sec sch somehow, the lifestyles is so relax, jus play and play and somemore i was kind of popular in sch? bball was peak? 6pack? now is totally the opposite. LOL. memories stay with me forever.
Monday, June 05, 2006, 11:01 PM
its seem to be many ppl have written me off, saying my best is past and im jus a normal or lousy player now. say i always get push inside the area, shooting sucks, cant get rebound, not concentrating, under the basket open oso can miss one, defend is like shit one.
i admit i take all this comment to heart. maybe my performance at ytcc is jus not up to the standard of me playing. i play for leisure at ytcc and does not always bring my 'A' game or put in seriousness while im playing.
but CHAO CHEEBYE who are you all to comment on me ? u all are jus so called player who think that u ownself is still very strong but u're not now. u jus hide at ytcc cos u got no more team to play. play half court den wanna act like very strong, keep commenting on me, say bad things abt me. knn. i swear that the next time i go ytcc my will is to win win win. no more leisure. i'll kiao when its time.
those ppl that doubt me or look down on me, thanks for waking me up. its time to prove u all wrong. i don mind losing u all this fake fren who infront of me act nice but behind is those lan jiao kia.
true frens pls tell me my mistakes, or wake me up if im playing lousy. i wont solo im sure cos im fine being a role player but pls pass me the ball if i request for it when im open to increase my confidence. thanks in advance. u know who u true frens are. FUCK those faker frens! FF!
