Sunday, May 07, 2006, 6:36 PM
jus had a quarrel wif my dad, shld be jus got a scolding frm my dad for nth. i was in my rm after listen to my sis and bf chat wif my mum abt their wedding. suddenly felt hungry walk out to see got food not. den my dad came hm and ask me to remove the grow in the dark stars in my rm ceiling cos he wanna repaint it.
i said it is stick on one den joke why don u jus paint over it ? den he fucking scold me stupid. never use my brain, no wonder study so many years still in sch now when all my age ppl already grad or in ns, den say mus be becos i love sch. so old liao still studying haven even go ns. always early in the morning go out den night come back. den wkend come back at night liao still go out wif fren after bathing donno do wat. all this was say in my face in a loud tone.
fuck man, didnt know my dad feel im such a failure and bring him shame only. confirm is make him paiseh infront of his frens ba. but wat his said is true la. he ask me to quit sch a number of time this year liao. i think he feel im jus wasting his $. was holding a plate of left over noodles den suddenly don feel like eating liao put on the table and went str back to my rm. i think my mum and sis oso shock cos keep asking why don wanna eat liao when i walk in to rm which i lie im not hungry liao.
kao. im crying now. cheebyee. next yr den will grad frm poly den is 22yrs liao. kao. really is old and a failure. hai. WHY I"M SUCH A FAILURE ? SEC STUDY 6 YEARS AND COME POLY STILL FAIL MODULE NEED TO STAY BACK ONE MORE SEM ! IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO STUPID !
