Tuesday, May 23, 2006, 11:02 PM
jus got back from sp bball training. yet another boring and demoralising training. the tactic coach teach really no use cos the forward don dare to pass to the low post player. alot of individual players thinking they are too pro den start to play solo. lousy player who think they are really pro. 1 qie 5 player. training keep eating snake. i feel like scolding them but if i kb them those "pro" player will kb me im not captain kbkb so much for one. everyone jus suck up to the captain. where is the team spirit ? really losing faith in the team. everyone is playing for themself.
anyway, i'll still continue going gym. now i gym cos i wanna be bigger and nicer. 70% looks 30% for bball only. will start jogging cos i wanna slim down too. imagine a guy wif a fit upper body and lower body but middle is a tummy ? thats me now due to me training air alert. the air alert thing is really hindering my bball training. i cant exert full strength to jump and run due to my leg still feel very suan and tired. maybe i'll jog during the days im training air alert and jog to ytcc to play bball instead of cycling.
hmm, my dad suffer lung infection instead of cancer which my family worried. lucky its not too serious. but he still smoke which my mum kb still no use. he has been home since my sch reopen. still no job. 6wks jobless liao. this has been the case for the past 1 year or so. few mth work, few mth jobless. my mum is the only one supporting the family cos my sis doesnt chip in some of her salary due to her saving up for uni and marriage next year i think. my mum never give me $$ for 2mth den now my bank only left $40. i think i spend too much. fucking poor guy now.
to save $ i've decided to eat lunch and dinner. no snack or supper. don buy soft drinks to drink. drink from own water bottle. play bball don keep buy water drink too. spend less and save $1 everyday. all this make me sound so stupid. but i need to plan. eat less, slim down and save $$ =) hai, i really hope i can do it.
