Tuesday, May 23, 2006, 11:02 PM
jus got back from sp bball training. yet another boring and demoralising training. the tactic coach teach really no use cos the forward don dare to pass to the low post player. alot of individual players thinking they are too pro den start to play solo. lousy player who think they are really pro. 1 qie 5 player. training keep eating snake. i feel like scolding them but if i kb them those "pro" player will kb me im not captain kbkb so much for one. everyone jus suck up to the captain. where is the team spirit ? really losing faith in the team. everyone is playing for themself.
anyway, i'll still continue going gym. now i gym cos i wanna be bigger and nicer. 70% looks 30% for bball only. will start jogging cos i wanna slim down too. imagine a guy wif a fit upper body and lower body but middle is a tummy ? thats me now due to me training air alert. the air alert thing is really hindering my bball training. i cant exert full strength to jump and run due to my leg still feel very suan and tired. maybe i'll jog during the days im training air alert and jog to ytcc to play bball instead of cycling.
hmm, my dad suffer lung infection instead of cancer which my family worried. lucky its not too serious. but he still smoke which my mum kb still no use. he has been home since my sch reopen. still no job. 6wks jobless liao. this has been the case for the past 1 year or so. few mth work, few mth jobless. my mum is the only one supporting the family cos my sis doesnt chip in some of her salary due to her saving up for uni and marriage next year i think. my mum never give me $$ for 2mth den now my bank only left $40. i think i spend too much. fucking poor guy now.
to save $ i've decided to eat lunch and dinner. no snack or supper. don buy soft drinks to drink. drink from own water bottle. play bball don keep buy water drink too. spend less and save $1 everyday. all this make me sound so stupid. but i need to plan. eat less, slim down and save $$ =) hai, i really hope i can do it.
Friday, May 19, 2006, 1:23 AM
hmm, i cant get to zzz. feel very tired but jus couldnt zzzz. read xuan blog and she is going to china real soon for 5mth. wat am i going to do during this 5mths ?
Monday, May 08, 2006, 11:37 PM
A story is told of a man who for many years had worked hard and diligently as a house builder. One day he told his boss that he wanted to retire, and his boss although reluctant to let him go, agreed to his proposal, except that he must finish one last project.
Because it was his last project, the man worked on it half-heartedly. The workmanship was poor, and the materials he used were of sub-standard quality. When it was finally finished, the boss turned to the man, and gave him the keys to the house.
He told him that the house he had just built was the boss's gift to him in recognition for all his good work through the years. What a pity. If only the man had put more heart into this last project, and been more committed to building the house, he would ended up with a greater enduring reward.
Likewise for all of us, as we embark on the next steps of our life's journey, may i encourage you not to put in half-hearted performance in whatever you may be tasked to do. When you set your mind to accomplishing a goal, work at it wholeheartly, purposefully and with dedication.
Work with passion ! The results will be obvious for all to see, but more importantly, you will know that you have contributed and put in your personal best. That will give your greatest satisfaction, no matter what others might say.
It is often easy to give up your dreams and hopes when faced with seemingly immoveable walls or for some even mountains of obstacles. But how thses difficulties are handled and dealt with, and your own attitude towards the difficulties, determine whether you will be an overcomer or not.
The pessimist sees difficulty in every opportunity, whilst the optimist sees opportunity in every difficulty. The choice is yours - which do you want to be ?
Sunday, May 07, 2006, 6:36 PM
jus had a quarrel wif my dad, shld be jus got a scolding frm my dad for nth. i was in my rm after listen to my sis and bf chat wif my mum abt their wedding. suddenly felt hungry walk out to see got food not. den my dad came hm and ask me to remove the grow in the dark stars in my rm ceiling cos he wanna repaint it.
i said it is stick on one den joke why don u jus paint over it ? den he fucking scold me stupid. never use my brain, no wonder study so many years still in sch now when all my age ppl already grad or in ns, den say mus be becos i love sch. so old liao still studying haven even go ns. always early in the morning go out den night come back. den wkend come back at night liao still go out wif fren after bathing donno do wat. all this was say in my face in a loud tone.
fuck man, didnt know my dad feel im such a failure and bring him shame only. confirm is make him paiseh infront of his frens ba. but wat his said is true la. he ask me to quit sch a number of time this year liao. i think he feel im jus wasting his $. was holding a plate of left over noodles den suddenly don feel like eating liao put on the table and went str back to my rm. i think my mum and sis oso shock cos keep asking why don wanna eat liao when i walk in to rm which i lie im not hungry liao.
kao. im crying now. cheebyee. next yr den will grad frm poly den is 22yrs liao. kao. really is old and a failure. hai. WHY I"M SUCH A FAILURE ? SEC STUDY 6 YEARS AND COME POLY STILL FAIL MODULE NEED TO STAY BACK ONE MORE SEM ! IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO STUPID !
Tuesday, May 02, 2006, 10:18 PM
heehee, yest was labour day. spent the whole day slacking at hm wif xuan. ate lunch and dinner at my hm which my mum cook. den zzzz abt 2hr wake up watch kungfu mahjong 2 ! not bad the show. quite crap. haha. like chinese version of scary movie. den someone beat me cos i say a weak guy inside the show is the guy she like last time. xiao qi loh someone !
after that dinner den watch superband. someone was so into soul. cos shuai ger ma. actually they quite handsome and dance well. voice i think ok ba. not bad. cannot comment cos i don even dare to join. finish liao send her hm but taking bus. think its better den driving my lorry cos more time can be spend together + chatting.
today is the first day of sp training. i think i really need to buck up on my stamina. while we were jogging 5 rds the 3bball court to warm up, ah guang who is our coach came. he called my name sia. wah qi xiong u're finally back in training. wtf loh. still qi xiong. my name is qi xiang !
den did some passing, layup and time to seperate forward and center. i both oso can play but due to center too little ppl i join them. den ah guang say, qi xiong lai, u do first. kao ! i say my name is qi xiang not xiong. den he smile and ask me do. den did finish those lan di shooting.
after that shoot both A-side and high post and again he say qi qi qi xiong do first.. wtf loh. third time liao still qi xiong. hai. its Qi Xiang !!. but actually im quite touched that he still somehow remember my name though is wrong la ! LOL
den need to do those hook move which i jus donno ! left side use left hand right side right hand ! i tell him i donno cos im shooting center. LOL. den he jus laugh and say i do like a dog jumping. KAO ! actually sp coach ah guang is very cute one la. though he is or look like an ah beng !
played 5on5, think i played quite well but stamina really sucks la. haha. after training in the toilet zx told me we playin the poly-ite ivp which start at aug. first thought in my mind is xuan ! my gf ! liddat i need to attend training more often ! and it is the last mth in sg b4 she go to china for 5mth! xuan xuan ! i miss u !!!!!! muack !! i'll acc u when i got no training or bball session !
5mth is a long time ! hai.
