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Sunday, April 23, 2006, 3:27 AM

hmm, i miss my cute little baby xuan. =) lots of problem but we can overcome it surely.

sch started, really need to study hard man. im seriously lagging behind age time. u see, if u're a express student, u enter poly/jc at 17, jc finish and 19 u're in NS poly shld be later 20 or early 21 enter. NA student is abt 1yr later ba. now im 21, seriously i really quite paiseh when ppl ask my age. den they will count it and ask alot qns cos my age is too old for that study lvl. somemore i fail maths(my weakest subject) in poly yr1 den need to study 1 sem more. 6years in sec when ppl 4/5yrs only, come poly ppl 3yrs i 3yrs6mth. KAO ! i'm really stupid man ! i'll enter NS at abt late 22 or early 23. OLD KIA ! all those younger den me inside liao i'm still out here blogging. after ns come out im 25. really wondering my future man.

Next wed sp bball got friendly against donno wat sri lanka team. LOL hope we wont kanna trash. after that thur got the sp bball trial. though i SURE get into the team, i'll be goin to the trial as i didnt played in the last ivp. hope after that the constant bball training will help me maintain my condition. im really looking forward to ivp, donno why. maybe its my last yr/chance.

gymming 3 times this wk. 1mth + never constant gym liao. only abt 1/wk due to itp/no time/tiredness. finally i can do 25kg per side chest press. mean i can lift 50kg ppl. haha. it sound little but at least im increasing weight. i don wanna waste $ on protein or weight gainer thus jus hope i can slowly build up my strength. now im gyming for the shape which help me increase my strength too la which help in bball. haha. abt 3mth i have been gymming i guess. first mth not so constant, 2nd constant, 3rd due to itp not constant, now coming 4th liao hope will be constant all the way

lookin at the skinny alan chan qing lin lifting 22.5kg really motivate me to continue gymming man. last time he can only lift 7.5-10kg. haha. not bad ah. but he still skinny. LOL. now i think he shld play power the 2nd center liao. kao. taller den me still play forward. haha.

bball dreamer val motivate me to start training up my bball man. u're confidence and ambitious, u'll get to the goal someday wif that. he is the guy that put in effort + tok cos most ppl only tok but no action. EXP - always toking abt wanting to slim down, but lazy to exercise and still continue eating alot.

its been a long time since i had this in me, setting a target or a aim to achieve, and slowly but surely getting near it over the long term. im a guy that give up easily thus i myself is surprise. i tok to myself alot. haha. in my mind of cos. HEY ! IM COMING ! BACK ! faith and hope. not forgetting my studies of cos !

1) xuan (24/7)
2) studies (when exam coming)
3) bball (min 1time/wk)
4) gym (min 2 times/wk)

im hungry now. this blog is simple,plain but nice. jus like me ! =)

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