Saturday, July 02, 2005, 1:22 AM
hmm. i donno wat to do sia. its really bored now. tml not workin. maybe not workin u2 anymore. today i skip it. cos feel abit unwell. knowin that they sure wont allow me to take leave. i didnt call them. they called me abt 5pm. 2hrs past the time i need to report for work but i didnt pick up.
i really feel lazy. i now even lazy to go lecture though i noe i'll miss the things being taught. i donno wat im lookin forward in my life now. only bball tournament ? hai.
suddenly everyone ard is have gf if not bf. some got love problem always ask me cos i seems pro in it. always producing nice solutions to them. some chasin gal. then always tell me the quest of it. hahaa. some still lovesick. liking this gal till now. liking this guy till now.
i really donno wat to do now sia. suddenly feel so weird at hm. never play gb. sick of it. lazy to watch naruto. no games to play. i noe i sure wont study at this time now. i cant get to slp. too awake.
i think i need to some new thing that can spur me on. my life is too dull. circle of frens too small. i donno why i become so quiet lately. i don like to tok to ppl whom i'm not so close too now. lazy to make frens. slowly my frens becum lesser n lesser. actually yest at sp bball trainin i seldom tok to those year 1. don feel like it. hai. i oso donno why. i feel got nth to tok.
actually my forward modules classes i can make frens wif some of the ppl. but i donno why. like today i tok to them. next time i see them i'll act like i donno them liao. i lack the X-factor ba. sometimes i really feel to tok alot of my things to my frens. but i feel like they not interested leh. they like more interested in tellin me their things and find out my view or jus to let me noe. alot ppl said im a gd listener but actually its jus that i got nth to do so i lend my ear loh.
suddenly my face pimple come out alot on the rite side. den left side got one very big one. remind me of my sec days. i oso donno why. donno this and that. how i hope i got hate a guy alot. and that guy punch me. i'll surely vent my anger back. but this is so childish man.
actually i oso donno wat im tokin.
