Monday, June 13, 2005, 12:59 AM
jus now i had supper wif my colleagues. 3 of us. 1 full timer 1 part time. the part time has resigned frm U2. den we tok abt U2 staff things. i told them i like ganna aim by that granny. like she say say bad things abt me. all this la. some of the stuff vent their angry on me.they think so too. say i'm jus unlucky. the full time told me its like this. alot conflict one. this don like this, that don like that. the simple minded part time gal doesnt noe that was conflict. i can see through it. cos i've being workin since 15. worked in restaurants, factorys, shops, M1 or all kinds of temporary jobs. all type of colleagues frm gd to sucker i've seen it all ba. they will be those suckin up on the higher rank staff. sayin bad things abt u. befren u like buddy buddy but behind yr bad say u this not gd that not gd. on the surface its seems gd only.the full time will always make used of part time. if u're much younger den them u'll surely kanna bullied. anything wrong the part time will be suspect or scold first. cos full time believe they will not make any mistakes and they will always be rite.actually ppl in their jobs. most of they doesnt like it. but they cant quit. jus need to work on. cos they need $. jus look at the maids and those frm Bangladesh. they need to work 7days a wk. frm mornin to nite. they cant complain. cos they need the $. i don look down on them. their determination is very high. when i think of them. i really think im very fortunate. an uncle workin at the S11 so called zhu cha store. i noe almost all the ppl in it liao. cos my meal are settle dere during my break. they are all nice ppl. but he quittin next wk. he told me the place is not gd to work in. u cant judge a book by its cover, the true color of the people will appear once u noe them better. ppl is willing to do anything to get $. there is no fren in the society. i gonna quit U2. i don like to be aim by for them to release stress. and i really HATE being misunderstood without a chance to explain. cos im young. still can choose work. but when i grow older. i'll need to survive in that hostile society till i marry. have children. look after my parents and family and die. everyone will have to go through this. its the donno wat parcel of life
