Thursday, June 09, 2005, 1:51 AM
i really hate sch now. 6 modules 6 diff classes. really hard man. always seeing diff grp of ppl. hard to join in too. cos they got their own grps of frens. if lesson end early. i'll be alone. callin ppl usin my hp. most is at lesson. no one to find den i'll walk to the bball court, sit down and watch ppl play. this is monday.
lucky got faredz during maths. if not sure die. but tutorial diff. hai. i enter the class i like extra sia. everyone is tokin before it start. i can jus sit there and wait. digital comm more worst. tutorial and practical alone. hai. really swimming man. donno how to do. its dammn difficult.
tue is another boring day. 8-3 without break.
wed vp 1on1 wif lecturer still fine ba.
thur crs another class. all year 1 i year 2. kao. i walked intot the class everyone look at me wif weird eyes. like im alien. den got grp work. no one asked me to join. in the end i jus join the grp wif lesser ppl. 2hrs seems so long.
only i'm wif my class den i start to tok like myself. studying seems a very hard task now. after u fail one module. becum a forward module student. life is gonna be diff. its like u're on yr own now. pass/fail is in yr hand.
currently im pursing diploma in surviving alone in sp.i really feeel like quitting sch now. feeeel like im wasting my time. there wont be much memories in poly life or anything i cant bear to leave. unlike kss.
