Friday, April 01, 2005, 3:07 PM
Omg. I'm god damn heavenly fucking cheeebyeeee happy now. (sorry that i curse alot) I've jus returned (<-- Correct ? got ed not ?) frm my drivin lesson minutes agoo. Today is my 4th lesson, which mean i've 4hrs of drivin experience. and today is the first time i didnt STALK my car !!! its jus the beginning mann. my instructor praise me meh. haha. i'm pro. sometimes i really feel that i'm jus too lazy to practice. like my teacher n coach. they both said that actually my power of learning is very gd. i can learn things very fast. like my studies. i'm too lazy to study or revise. but once i start i'll get gd result. in bball. i used to be a noob. bullied by my junior cos i donno how to play. but i've improved n achieved so much in jus 3years. now its drvin ! the thing i look forward to every week. to get my license asap ! so i can drive out n not stay at hm. as my mum always stay hm durin sat n sun except sometimes when she visit my grandma. next wk i the start of exam. i hate exam. but it mean holiday is comin! gonna study man ! i don wanna fail any module ! oh yaaa. come on DEL. don go australia la. stay in sg n study. plss. if not we'll miss u. no one will be so blur. haha. aust no gd la. cant watch soccer. sg got scv leh. somemore got football crazy ! wat a niceeeeee show. wont u miss us ? though we noe each other for less den a year. 1a/22 will miss u lots if u really go. more den 70% will ! hahaa. i jus realised something. i've not sit in a plane b4. have not travel further den m'sia. i used to be sooo quiet when i was small. though i donno how cum i becum so talkative la. my parents never took me out to shop. the most is relative hm. last time i remember my dad could go play mahjong. now still got but not as much as last time. den my mum will brin me to grandma hm. n i'll fight wif jimmy till we both cry. those were the days man. if not my mum will throw me at my ah ma hm. i miss her man. cos she isnt ard anymore. my childhood was spend 30% in my rm playin toys myself, 20% wif gangster fren who taught me alot of things, 40% wif my ah ma at her hm and 10% wif my mum outside shoppin. wat a life. i don hate them though. they are my family. i'm still a noob in the outside world. there is alot of things i donno. but i noe alot abt the difference face of human. though i always tok abt sex n this n that which interest alot of u all. but i'm not as dirty as u guys thought. i'm still a virgin k ? 100% str too. though i got no gf for abt 2yrs. i got a tummy. thats the result of not playin bball. gonna rest to let my ankle recover. i wonder why ppl like to comment abt me ? abt my looks, my attire, my age and my life. so wat if i got no gf ? i'm not despo. so don even say i fail to chase the gals i like cos i didnt even chase any. i'm enjoyin my life alone. zz till late wake up wif no burden. don need acc anyone except. but i got to admit that everyone need to have someone ard sometimes when yr fren cant help or be there. cos she/he is not the one. this is a long blog man. haha. gonna stop here. sorry for any grammer or spelling error.